Nov 05, 2005 01:05
i fucking hate my life now.
i thought i was ok but apparently im not.
im going to have to rethink my life and everything.
i have to get cracking on my homework, and stop worrying about other things.
its really starting to take a toll on every other aspect of my life.
i really js want to leave.
i need my family. (my cousins)
but there is no way for me to get them. FUCKING CAR I SWEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss high school.
i miss my friends.
my friends here are iono its js not the same.
i didnt expect it to be the same but i did expect it to be better than it is now.
i really liked it the way it was 3 three weeks ago.
iono if ill ever beable to get back there.
i dont know anything anymore.
im js done for now.
maybe tomorrow will be a better day!
sorry to be so solemn lately. its js that shit is piling and piling, there doesnt seem to be an end in sight.
everyday for the past 3 weeks everything has been getting worse!