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i think theres something wrong with me.
i've lost 24 pounds in the last like 3 weeks. no lie.
and i've been sick like all the time.
god. i hate this.
im stressed out of my fucking mind.
i snapped at everyone at least once today.
except hannah. who i laughed at.
i wanna be ME again not me. and yes there is a difference.
i couldnt even find the energy to get throu ski practice.
and its not cause im lazy or some shit like that.
its just bad.
like im sick. again. and being outside not properly dressed. bad.
i stayed up talking to bobo, ian and selma about camp last night.
it made me so happy.
bobo is el presidente. he is forming the revolution.
the highlight of my day, hands down, was the llama talk.
WAAA you llama!
and hannah falling asleep and waking up with weird designs all over herself.
o and the present she made me. that was pretty damn sweet.
nubs is this weekend.
i still dont kno if my parents r letting me go.
right now. i dont give a shit.
i feel like crap.
xo
ash
i've lost 24 pounds in the last like 3 weeks. no lie.
and i've been sick like all the time.
god. i hate this.
im stressed out of my fucking mind.
i snapped at everyone at least once today.
except hannah. who i laughed at.
i wanna be ME again not me. and yes there is a difference.
i couldnt even find the energy to get throu ski practice.
and its not cause im lazy or some shit like that.
its just bad.
like im sick. again. and being outside not properly dressed. bad.
i stayed up talking to bobo, ian and selma about camp last night.
it made me so happy.
bobo is el presidente. he is forming the revolution.
the highlight of my day, hands down, was the llama talk.
WAAA you llama!
and hannah falling asleep and waking up with weird designs all over herself.
o and the present she made me. that was pretty damn sweet.
nubs is this weekend.
i still dont kno if my parents r letting me go.
right now. i dont give a shit.
i feel like crap.
xo
ash