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Well I haven't been on for a few days again. Mostly as I've spent almost all my spare time in trying to complete the Deal or no deal application. Honestly it's mad! Still cross your fingers for me that I get an audition. I could do with a little spare cash!
I've been riding Cherries a little and shes nuts though we are slowly getting through some of our issues. We're just about starting to trot again YAY!
I move my Holly and Shadow back to New Barn next week. I'm a tad worried as most people are nice, but I'm gonna have to fight my paranoia thoughts, mainly from the kids. Last saturday one of them made a hurtful comment and I went home, but it took me about three hours to calm myself from it! Sheesh! I know I'm a bit mentaly challanged but I really took it to heart. How am I gonna learn to let these silly things go? Grrr! Oh well, I have to remember how much this move is going to help me, having the gang all in one place again. More time to spend fussing my babies!
Got day hospital now so I better go get ready!
I've been riding Cherries a little and shes nuts though we are slowly getting through some of our issues. We're just about starting to trot again YAY!
I move my Holly and Shadow back to New Barn next week. I'm a tad worried as most people are nice, but I'm gonna have to fight my paranoia thoughts, mainly from the kids. Last saturday one of them made a hurtful comment and I went home, but it took me about three hours to calm myself from it! Sheesh! I know I'm a bit mentaly challanged but I really took it to heart. How am I gonna learn to let these silly things go? Grrr! Oh well, I have to remember how much this move is going to help me, having the gang all in one place again. More time to spend fussing my babies!
Got day hospital now so I better go get ready!