Ugh...

Aug 29, 2007 22:08


So. Here I am, about to go delve into someone's memories.

I don't know what to say, what to think. What if I mess up? What if I do something wrong? What if I just can't do anything? Sora said he'd meant to ask me, before I offered myself. People know I can do all this with memories. What if I don't live up to their expectations?

But--I need to do this. I do. Roxas, Takion, that one girl, Ying Fa...every time I think of them and their memories, it hurts a little. Could I have helped Takion, when he wished away his emotions and his memories? Can I help Roxas now, and maybe Ying Fa too? I hate just standing on the sidelines, watching or getting kidnapped or just not doing anything. I need to do something more. I need to help people.

All that avoiding the topic of my magic...I guess it was all useless in the end, wasn't it? I should have known better than to try and run away from what's a part of me.

Ouch...my head is starting to hurt from all those loud posts.

(OOC: Icon reads as default and mood reads as "sore" unless hacked.)

magic, ou: sora, events

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