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i dont know what i am supposed to think anymore.
should i not care because none of this stuff will matter in a couple years, or should i care because it doesn't get much better than this, then mock it in later years?
or not care and judge myself from a future point of view?
lets go with that one.
today i was told tales that made me happy. mostly they were bragging but they made me happy. in a bitter way.
and the novelty has worn off of a friendship. but that doesnt matter, it was the end of its shelf life. thats okay i guess, their idea of being interesting is being fickle and saying that it doesnt bother them, that nothing does. you cant roll with it forever. this is the end.
this entry has no coherence.
should i not care because none of this stuff will matter in a couple years, or should i care because it doesn't get much better than this, then mock it in later years?
or not care and judge myself from a future point of view?
lets go with that one.
today i was told tales that made me happy. mostly they were bragging but they made me happy. in a bitter way.
and the novelty has worn off of a friendship. but that doesnt matter, it was the end of its shelf life. thats okay i guess, their idea of being interesting is being fickle and saying that it doesnt bother them, that nothing does. you cant roll with it forever. this is the end.
this entry has no coherence.