first of, my boss was fucked up today, hung over and hurting! I was fine, I said "man you are a lightweight" but he says "well every time you went to the bathroo I was getting another shot!" I went to the bathroo 2 times so 2 shots more than me! anyway. I finally got a message from HER today. basically sayd "leave me alone and have a nice life!" not what I wanted to hear for sure but what can I do about it? nothing, anything I try will only make things worse..... its ok though, I just hope she will be ok, because I really do worry about her sometimes! well now what to do? I met some cool poeple last night, and one lame one! the lame one was all excited to hang out with me, untill I would not pay money to join her WEBSITE! fucking bullshit! so my parents will be living here in a few days for a few weeks. I guess it'll be ok, but I may have to go stay at a hotel just to have some space, I am not feeling especially "family esque" right now... I feel like I need seclusion, to work on MYSELF and my "issues" and also, after not living with your parents for years... as much as I love them, they still try to act like parents.... which I really do not need right now! I need friends right now, and lots of them! friends who DRIVE, cause I am sick of ALWAYS having to drive, I want to be pampered, chauffered, and take it easy for a bit! work is good, the heat has been broken, so we have had no heat since thursday..we are basically outside anyway, but its really cold now! ok well I said I would do this when I got them so here it goes!
my poor wrecked car...:(
DENVER DINER THURSDAY NIGHT..btw I did not make any of the pics..lol maybe I wasnt really there!
SYNAPTIC COLLAPSE FRIDAY NIGHT...before I was too lit to function like a human being! hope everyone has a great weekend...Tomorrow I have the day off and I will be going to see a man about a job! and GETTING PAID yay! I will also get some NEW MUSIC!
Hugs, love, be nice to people, you never know when it will come back to haunt you!