for my wifey
ariel acts a fool! just kidding were on the phone talking to christina..my bestie on speaker phone so were being dorks. i was gonna call you but i i think you were asleep. but i will call u in the mooorrrning i wanna hear more abougt washington. and i wanna tell you all these cute things about tanner..
i love my little man, he is the love of my life. tanner ray cordova..hes perfect. i miss my girls with him though they were so cute feeding him and wipeing his mouth hah! i went to paul mitchel to reenroll im gonna start feb 23 if not..im joining the airforce which i might just do anything, good pay and ill be an optometrist assistant.my boot camp and school will be in texas as well. but we'll see what happens. And no i wont marry alex if i joing none of that. were up and down, hot and cold, hah.. but i dont wanna get married at acourt house..i want a dress, my family, a nice wedding i can afford and thats what we will do when we are ready to get married. i never wanna marry becuase its convienant. but of course where i go alex will, were still together, i fell in love with that shit the day we met. and i cant help or change that. but i have big hopes for us, and to me hope never dies. so only time will tell what'll happen with us but i know we could be perfect.
my mom and dads weddings coming up, im sad ambellina wont be a flower girl anymore..and u wont be the photographer anymore. but like me and my mom kept telling you, were so happy you gett to start your family finally and we couldent be more happier, i cant wait for u to visit though so u can sleep over and we can have a slumber party. tanner slept threw the night from ten at night till ten am for 3 days but then last night he woke up 2 times..so eh, but tonight i feel he'll wake up once..and thats it. so we'll seeeee.
i weigh 140. im hppy i lost a lot of weight. i think what i wanna do is loose about tenlbs maybe 15 and stay at that weight. but i bought these sick purple pants and if i loose ten lbs i could mayyybe still wear them cuz their loose fitting now, but they are awesome. i bought lots of new clothes it makes me realy happy i feel like me with my bands shirts and cute girly things. and skirts. and i redid my monroe..which didnt hurt one bit, and i do my make up now..i need to take pictures of myself..and of me and tanner..and of me and tanner and alex..maybe thursday and ill send you one in the mail or something of me and my little family lookin all snazzayyyy.
so i miss working at wal mart..it was awesome there. but i dont anymore. im sure they would have kept me but eh long stroy.
so hows life with your husband so far..do tell.
oh i baked cupcakes with my friend rachel the other day..and it made me sad and thought of you the whole time. we need to bake one day again.
love you wifey i miss you.
i love still that me and you have been friends for so many years..and out of all our friends..weve been like..actual close friends for that long well besides meghan since uve been friends with her forever to, but you k now what i mean, u werent an aqauntance however yous pell it, you werent just a school friend, we were actual friends that cared, never fought nothing, i love you for always being there for me and yea i know we can be closer, but i love our friendship and you and the girls mean the world to me. hah i miss our notes we used to write to each other like..every morning before school we'd have ready for each other that we wrote at home, then after most our periods we;d have more notes and it just went on like that all the time hah.