healing sucks.
well tomorrow will have been one week. found out yesterday that i missed 2 of my prescriptions getting filled, amoxicillen and phenogram. the amoxicillen fights of infection...so my body has been healing or at least trying to, on its own for the past week. mom got it for me today. im taking it so hopefully within the next 3 days ill get much better quicker. whenever i found out i was supposed to be taking that since day one my stomach got so sick. this week has been the hardest week of my life. im so sick of tv, laying around and doing nothing. im really weak still, lost 14lbs up to date now. i ate half a bowl of chicken noodle soup today! thats the most ive eaten in one day at one time so far. maybe thats a good sign. my throat still kills me when i swallow and especially when i wake up.
i miss sean. i know it has to be rough on him. and sometimes here latley i cant help but cry cause it feels like ill never get better. sean doesnt like me crying though. i dont think he understands what its like to be mobile and then completely incapable of really doing anything.i just cant wait till i can sleep in the bed next to him and hold him. i just want him to be there to tell me its okay. maybe with the medicine i got today ill get better now. like i was supposed to.
i miss sean. i know it has to be rough on him. and sometimes here latley i cant help but cry cause it feels like ill never get better. sean doesnt like me crying though. i dont think he understands what its like to be mobile and then completely incapable of really doing anything.i just cant wait till i can sleep in the bed next to him and hold him. i just want him to be there to tell me its okay. maybe with the medicine i got today ill get better now. like i was supposed to.