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There is a lump in the right side of my neck, if I put pressure on it pain throbs beneath my finger tips and somehow shoots up through nerve fibers to endings until it reaches the tip of my nose and right smack between my eyes.
To say the least, I am in some amount of pain.
To say more, I have been burdened by stress and heart ache.
No amount of prayer, dance or yoga seems to be relieve me.
This constant eating away at the back of my mind, a hole in my heart and using up of my energy.
Then finally an email, a reply.
I'm laughing cause it's so ridiculous and out of left field that,
OF COURSE.
Anyways, I went to bed feeling a tiny bit of weight removed for now.
Phoenix will be in my full custody until around Christmas.
His father and I will be speaking in a few weeks, hopefully with mediation, with our partners present. Perhaps something long term and more concrete will come to the surface and be agreed upon.
To say the least, I am in some amount of pain.
To say more, I have been burdened by stress and heart ache.
No amount of prayer, dance or yoga seems to be relieve me.
This constant eating away at the back of my mind, a hole in my heart and using up of my energy.
Then finally an email, a reply.
I'm laughing cause it's so ridiculous and out of left field that,
OF COURSE.
Anyways, I went to bed feeling a tiny bit of weight removed for now.
Phoenix will be in my full custody until around Christmas.
His father and I will be speaking in a few weeks, hopefully with mediation, with our partners present. Perhaps something long term and more concrete will come to the surface and be agreed upon.