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so i have been extremly lame lately. i feel like i have no friends. but it just makes it all easier to just go away. but i can only go away if im accepted. im really liking the time im able to spend with fish. he really is great to me. with out him i would be nothing. it just seriously seems like i have no one else. and i dont really think i did anything to lose anyone. emily left for boot camp and then everyone decided i shouldnt be around either or something.
next month around the 16 i will find out if im going to japan or not. its really gonna suck if i dont get in. but eh shit happens.
its kinda weird not knowing what to do on a day to day basis. it would be great if i could just sleep work and go to school and just have no free time to just sit here and think.
i like the sixth sense. its a good movie but kind of weird to watch while sitting in bed.
bolgna. bolgna butt.
some man decided to steal a tv when i was on the door. i guess he went to the other store and stole a bunch more things but said to the door person he had a gun.
i really want something to do. i miss emily. i miss a lot of things. i feel like all has just died for me except for a few things. but im selfish i guess....i want it all. meaning just all of my friends. i guess i could say im sorry but i really dont think i did anything. its pathetic that i need all of you. but its not....cause i miss my friends.
next month around the 16 i will find out if im going to japan or not. its really gonna suck if i dont get in. but eh shit happens.
its kinda weird not knowing what to do on a day to day basis. it would be great if i could just sleep work and go to school and just have no free time to just sit here and think.
i like the sixth sense. its a good movie but kind of weird to watch while sitting in bed.
bolgna. bolgna butt.
some man decided to steal a tv when i was on the door. i guess he went to the other store and stole a bunch more things but said to the door person he had a gun.
i really want something to do. i miss emily. i miss a lot of things. i feel like all has just died for me except for a few things. but im selfish i guess....i want it all. meaning just all of my friends. i guess i could say im sorry but i really dont think i did anything. its pathetic that i need all of you. but its not....cause i miss my friends.