i am trying not to fall into old patterns.
things are not going the way i had hoped at work.
that does not necessarily mean they are bad.
they are just not what i had hoped.
i am trying to not let it upset me.
thats what i usually do.
i haven't had time for my boyfriend
and i don't like that.
i fall asleep.
it's three days past my birthday now
and i still haven't had time for birthday sex.
how sad.
my sister sends the best birthay presents.
i have one hour and one half left of cosmetology school.
a cruel joke.
i am upset that i did such a good job
the last time i did my nails
cause i just got a ton of colored acrylic
and i want these ones to fall off so i can use it.
i miss jen.
i wanna hang out.
i want collin to wake up and pay attention to me.
oh sigh.
i am obsessed with him.