strong scent of evergreens. from the passenger seat.

[skarykitie]

[18]

i want a tree.
i want lights.
i want decorations.

sigh.

working
it just keeps getting worse
and worse.
lisa
she sucks.
everyone is angry.
it's no fun.

moan for me.

it wasn't so bad.
i have to get over myself.
inhabitions are for faggots.
note to self:
moan more often.

when i was little
i didn't want to grow up
cause i knew at some point i would be too old to
go to bed
and wake up to presents under a tree.
i thought that that christmas
the one where i was too old
would be terrible.

i think this year will be that christmas.
and honestly,
it's not the presents i am missing.

i miss my family.
i miss having so many people around.
i miss being safe.