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december 1st, eh?
[22] days.
yeap.
offically used to him being gone.
doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
i miss him.
oh my god do i miss him.
and he's the only person i ever want to hang out with,
he's the only thing i ever think about.
but i am peacfully existing.
maybe x mas trees on saturday.
i am bummed i can't have one and put presents under it
and open them on x mas morning.
he is worried i will leave.
if only he knew.
if only he knew how, since the first day we kissed,
i was fuckin hooked.
how ever other boy was a comparison that never quite cut it.
how i had to try to talk myself out of wanting him
cause i thought it could never happen
but it never worked.
we didn't speak for 6 months.
i literally thought about him constantly.
sigh.
if only he knew i am obsessed.
i forgot i had tater tots.
january 18th is too far away.
gotta be careful until then.
hmm.
wow
i almost forgot i have that merchandising meeting at 7 am tomorrow.
i have to go take pictures of myself naked for my boyfriend.
[22] days.
yeap.
offically used to him being gone.
doesn't hurt as much as it used to.
i miss him.
oh my god do i miss him.
and he's the only person i ever want to hang out with,
he's the only thing i ever think about.
but i am peacfully existing.
maybe x mas trees on saturday.
i am bummed i can't have one and put presents under it
and open them on x mas morning.
he is worried i will leave.
if only he knew.
if only he knew how, since the first day we kissed,
i was fuckin hooked.
how ever other boy was a comparison that never quite cut it.
how i had to try to talk myself out of wanting him
cause i thought it could never happen
but it never worked.
we didn't speak for 6 months.
i literally thought about him constantly.
sigh.
if only he knew i am obsessed.
i forgot i had tater tots.
january 18th is too far away.
gotta be careful until then.
hmm.
wow
i almost forgot i have that merchandising meeting at 7 am tomorrow.
i have to go take pictures of myself naked for my boyfriend.