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so it appears the year of dashed hopes continues. i have no idea where i will be living in a week and a half. even if i can find a place i do not know how i will be able to afford all the the expenses associated with moving. this is just the disappointment that is foremost in my mind. there have been more than a hand full of others so far this year. i'm sure there will be many many more to come as well. i have been pretty good at keeping it together aside from my big break down early this year. however i am really starting to freak out. it is getting really really close. i just dont know what im going to do. i have an appointment to look at the apts next door to the ones i am currently in. the rent is almost the same but they dont have the income requirment. that is my big issue. i would just have to come up with the almost grand that it takes to move. fuck me... i have no idea how i'm going to do this.