Oct 16, 2004 05:40
classes that give you free passes to strip clubs are cool. and then they want you to write a report about it. the strip club was pretty fun. i went with "felix" and we had a jolly good time. it was funny though, because we were talking not about how hot the strippers were (because only one was) but about like their interactions with the audience, and how this one chick could do amazing things on the pole but it was amazing in an artistic, talented sense. i told her that by far she was the best woman there and she told "felix" that he should pay for me to have a private dance from her, haha. but me and "felix" are poor anyway. one thing that was sad was you could tell which stripper was the one that no one wanted. and it made her try too hard. but she did things that didnt make sense. and when people said they didnt want a dance from her she would grab her small chest and move it up and down in this really creepy way. like i said, the things she did didnt make sense. haha.
and i found ket. its actually very easy to find. i dont know why i thought i would get lost on the way there. maybe because i get lost everywhere. i hope i get that job there. that would rock. because i could be on tv answering phones. and i can talk to old people that support programs on ket and tell them they are cool.
i saw "billy" who i hadnt seen for a lil while today and it made me very happy. but im not going to write anything about it, bc i feel like an idiot that im so happy just that i talked to him for a lil while today. o well. we all think stupid things. he was wearing a marvelous hat though. that he had found on the ground. but he says he was being heroic about it because hes going to wear it all week and then the next time he has the class that he found the hat in hell still wear it and if the person that lost it is in the class, they will tell him its their hat. if not he gets to keep it. ive found a cool hat on the ground before. for some reason, i wondered if it had lice in it, but then proceded to put it on my head anyway. billy said the same thing about the hat he found today. do a lot of people have this irrational fear that if we find a hat it must have lice in it? i mean, why should it have lice? i dont know anyone right now that has lice, would all the lice just happen to be in that hat? people seem to be like that about brushes too. theyll joke and say that you better not have lice or something else lame before you use their brush, but it almost seems like deep inside they are kinda worried about lice. maybe its because back on grade school the teachers and nurses seemed insane about lice. all the head checks and everything. warning us about how easily lice spread. we should be more afraid of other things than lice. i dunno what really, but im sure it wont be lice that will harm me or kill me. anytime in the near future at least. haha.
even though i was very happy earlier, im worried now. i worry way too much, UGH. because i thought for sure id get to go back to owensboro for my birthday next weekend and ive already invited people to my party and been planning it and stuff, but yeah, now im not sure if ill be able to. so ill be worrying everyday until friday because thats what i do. why am i so irrational? grr, why cant when you make plans they just work out? i feel like never even listening to people sometimes because plans always get changed and dont work out. at least lately it seems. either way though, this saturday im gonna be 21 and thats cool. so whatever happens, i guess thats something to be happy about.