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i am finally finished job searching and interviewing for at least a few years now. i don't know what remains in my life that is in flux--something that makes me feel all alive and like the world is full of constant change.
i do think growing up requires accepting that life is fairly straight forward. i think that most things in life can be seen at their surface level. and looking in to try to find meaning in the random events that occur simultaneously is simply cute, but isn't much more than a hobby that occupies ones free-time.
we are entertained at pay lots of money to people who are told what to say, what emotions to exude, and what plays to execute. the people who orchestrate these words and strategies are respected, but not admired by many.
oh whatever. fuck this. i forgot my favorite pants that i wear everyday have a hole in them and i need to do online shopping stuffs to find a new pair.
i do think growing up requires accepting that life is fairly straight forward. i think that most things in life can be seen at their surface level. and looking in to try to find meaning in the random events that occur simultaneously is simply cute, but isn't much more than a hobby that occupies ones free-time.
we are entertained at pay lots of money to people who are told what to say, what emotions to exude, and what plays to execute. the people who orchestrate these words and strategies are respected, but not admired by many.
oh whatever. fuck this. i forgot my favorite pants that i wear everyday have a hole in them and i need to do online shopping stuffs to find a new pair.