Birthday Blues

[skandolous]

now that it's the day after my birthday i can talk about it a little better. yesterday it seems that whenever i tried to talk about what i was feeling i started to cry. i hate crying. i hate having irrational girl emotions.

i think that i was most upset that i couldnt celebrate my 'special day' with my family and friends. funny, cause last year i

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Sarah!

[nattyclaire]

Phooey- I missed your birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! I'm so glad to hear that the job panned out and that you get all those great benefits and that the MCAT course is going well. I'm working at the Olive Garden and trying to raise enough money to pay for my food for all of next year. Good times. But I'll write out the details in my own livejournal.

I totally understand about the birthday thing- I always expect way too muh for my birthday because I'm such a planner and usually plan my significant other big birthday/holiday stuff, so I'm let down when their visions of celebration don't match my expectations. Which usually means I end up crying because I feel bad about getting upset, and it all goes downhill from there. I think it's best if you just let your boy know you're upset, and that you know it's kind of stupid, but you're entitled to be an emotional chick who expects a lot from her man. I got super upset once when Justin didn't come to the March show a second time and didn't get me flowers- and well, he's never done that again. Only so many celebratory emotional let downs are allowed- word.

But I miss you hon- it's crazy to think you are in Nevada- so damn far. My sister is moving to Greece this weekend- everyone is moving away! Poop.

But keep in touch- I'll try and be more on top of the livejournal thingy. I hope this thing makes you "a friend" (not sure how to ask it to do that).

I love you bunches-
Natty