"i'll betray myself to anyone..."
yeah... maybe not so over him as i thought.
but then, he hasn't been sucking at life so bad lately. so... i dunno.
all of a sudden he's making an effort to come see Falynne. And making an effort to help me find a place to live.
truth is though. i don;t care for him as an equal. i care for him like one would for a child. i love him unconditionally, and yet i do not respect or admire him. after all, what has he done to deserve that?
but when we snuggle i get that rush. same as it ever was. and when we kiss i tingle from head to toe. I know i'm an idiot for letting him get that close again...
ugh. now what?
but then, he hasn't been sucking at life so bad lately. so... i dunno.
all of a sudden he's making an effort to come see Falynne. And making an effort to help me find a place to live.
truth is though. i don;t care for him as an equal. i care for him like one would for a child. i love him unconditionally, and yet i do not respect or admire him. after all, what has he done to deserve that?
but when we snuggle i get that rush. same as it ever was. and when we kiss i tingle from head to toe. I know i'm an idiot for letting him get that close again...
ugh. now what?