NoFx says, "clams have feelings too"
Well he made the 'grand gesture' yesterday.
He sold a lot of his music stuff. I don't know what exactly. but i know he sold more than one of his guitars. It made me feel a little sick. I never thought that was something he would ever do. I mean, i'm glad that he's that commited, but i could feel the heaviness in him, and it hurt me too. I felt like it was my fault. i really feel guitly for all of my whining lately. I didn't have to give anything like that up. He says he's not sure he'll go back to it. That's what kills me even more. He had this look like... like he'd given up on life almost. It didn't help that a record exec had called and offered hiom a cd/tour deal that he had to turn down. The one thing he was waiting for years to happen...
I guess that's the way it has to be though. No more neverland for Peter Pan and Wendy. time to grow up. blah.
He sold a lot of his music stuff. I don't know what exactly. but i know he sold more than one of his guitars. It made me feel a little sick. I never thought that was something he would ever do. I mean, i'm glad that he's that commited, but i could feel the heaviness in him, and it hurt me too. I felt like it was my fault. i really feel guitly for all of my whining lately. I didn't have to give anything like that up. He says he's not sure he'll go back to it. That's what kills me even more. He had this look like... like he'd given up on life almost. It didn't help that a record exec had called and offered hiom a cd/tour deal that he had to turn down. The one thing he was waiting for years to happen...
I guess that's the way it has to be though. No more neverland for Peter Pan and Wendy. time to grow up. blah.