i hate everything about you, why do i love you?

[skalabim]

i cant sleep. again. as i bring myself back to the bosom of the goddess, again i feel myself prophesying. but the last batch of visions i had never came true. or was i supposed to wait for them? i dont know. my head hurts with thinking of them all again; or maybe its just the foundation of another sinus headache that pains my skull. i feel the need to write these down as they come to me now, so as i may document the beginnings of my insanity, for that is what this must be.
chris and rebekkah will have beautiful children, the first will come before they graduate
joe and catie will break up this semester, before aprils end
nothing will happen between joe and kellie
i will not be able to type joes name without typing jow first (not a real vision)
keith and kellie will not break this year, but they will not marry either
i see nothing for jess and josh, but i imagine they will marry
i see nothing for sarah
and i still see me with him
we will remeet this summer
on the beach
hell still be with her
but hell be stronger now
nothing will happen between us this summer
hell break up with her next school year
and come find me
ruth will also come to her beloved
this will happen around the same time as mine

i know these visions are false. hell never be that strong. he was never meant to be. at least not in this life. he was stronger in another though. he was priest to my priestess and god to my goddess. we were never handfasted. but we were otherwise bound.
why do i see these falsehoods?