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i'm not enjoying life right now.
not at all.
everything is fucked up. i don't know what to do.
nick has been doing drugs since he came out of the rehab. i am so fucking angry with him.
i wish that he would grow the fuck up. he's 29, for god's sake.
i was prescribed with some new medication yesterday. i have a new sleeping pill.
i took it last night around 11:30 PM, and i was knocked out till about 3 PM.
i feel sick and dizzy and weak. i didn't think it would be so strong. i hate medications.
i've been doing my homework and catching up in english and social, but everything is hard lately.
i just want to get better. i want nick to get better.
i'm frustrated. i'm doing my best to pull myself together and keep up but it seems like my best isn't good enough.
not at all.
everything is fucked up. i don't know what to do.
nick has been doing drugs since he came out of the rehab. i am so fucking angry with him.
i wish that he would grow the fuck up. he's 29, for god's sake.
i was prescribed with some new medication yesterday. i have a new sleeping pill.
i took it last night around 11:30 PM, and i was knocked out till about 3 PM.
i feel sick and dizzy and weak. i didn't think it would be so strong. i hate medications.
i've been doing my homework and catching up in english and social, but everything is hard lately.
i just want to get better. i want nick to get better.
i'm frustrated. i'm doing my best to pull myself together and keep up but it seems like my best isn't good enough.