Saturday night's alright....
So...
Friday Night...I went through major withdrawl...but I went to the skating rink and had alot of "fun" if that is want you want to call it...I was asked out by like four or five guys and skated with a whole bunch of friends...it was purtty cool...
Saturday Night..Much betta...Matthew called me after work and im all excited..(rAwR)I finally got to talk to him...He asked me out to dinner so we went to Zaxby's and ate free food and I talked to some chick from DeSoto Central whom I am hoping to work with her bc there are some bitches there I don't like...Besides that Matt ordered like $34 worth of free food and me him arthur and heather ate until we were sick...We came back to muh house and come to find out my momma had a headache and erryone is sick..even matt and I we put in the Matrix Revolutions and did we watch it??? Of Course not!!! I love spending time with him...I love the way he tells me that he can't live without me and that he is always going to be here for me and one thing I feel from him that I cannot say I have felt from anyone else is I TRUST him...I belive him when he tells me he loves me...I belive him when he tells me he wants to have babies with me and we talk about kids...I can honestly say I love him and I really do know what I want...that is him...I have all I will ever need when it comes to emotional stability and Love....
I know I need him just as much as he needs me...
He is my escape from the maddness of reality...
He is my addiction...
but also the cure...
How much more simple can this be?
What more evidence do I need?
It's the most amazing feeling to feel fulfilled...
I no longer feel like I am constantly searching for something more...
its so amazing...
Friday Night...I went through major withdrawl...but I went to the skating rink and had alot of "fun" if that is want you want to call it...I was asked out by like four or five guys and skated with a whole bunch of friends...it was purtty cool...
Saturday Night..Much betta...Matthew called me after work and im all excited..(rAwR)I finally got to talk to him...He asked me out to dinner so we went to Zaxby's and ate free food and I talked to some chick from DeSoto Central whom I am hoping to work with her bc there are some bitches there I don't like...Besides that Matt ordered like $34 worth of free food and me him arthur and heather ate until we were sick...We came back to muh house and come to find out my momma had a headache and erryone is sick..even matt and I we put in the Matrix Revolutions and did we watch it??? Of Course not!!! I love spending time with him...I love the way he tells me that he can't live without me and that he is always going to be here for me and one thing I feel from him that I cannot say I have felt from anyone else is I TRUST him...I belive him when he tells me he loves me...I belive him when he tells me he wants to have babies with me and we talk about kids...I can honestly say I love him and I really do know what I want...that is him...I have all I will ever need when it comes to emotional stability and Love....
I know I need him just as much as he needs me...
He is my escape from the maddness of reality...
He is my addiction...
but also the cure...
How much more simple can this be?
What more evidence do I need?
It's the most amazing feeling to feel fulfilled...
I no longer feel like I am constantly searching for something more...
its so amazing...