Jan 05, 2006 17:02
Well, I have been busy busy busy...
Christmas Break: I slept alot...lol Mr. Irby and I exchanged gifts..Mine was sooo cute..It was a little white bear with a heart that said "I love you" and then when you pushed its hand it said "I love you I love you!" lol sooo cute!! ^_^ I got him a brown hurley hat and a black fox racing beany(SP?) W/E Serafina came and visited and we mostly hung out at my house because on Christmas eve I decided to run into a sign with no liscence... :(...And we hung out with our b/f's alot..that was fun. On New Years I had to babysit but it was okay bc Matthew came and visited and we had fun ;)...I am happy we got to see eachother so much.
Back to school: I have had a horrible time adjusting to the time...but its okay my friend nikki gives me rides now YAY!!!! I am glad I dont have to ride the fucking bus anymore!!!! I am now understanding mathematics!!! My report card sux bc I got a C and a D but my rents knew about all that shit...I think im okay for right now. A certain fucker is starting bullshit rumors about me and that is bc he is fucking jealous that matthew and I are happy so fuck you fucker....you will get over it one day maybe if you pull your head out of your moms ass!!! "hence the previous journal entry" I am so tired I am ready to drop it and move on honestly I have. I couldn't be happier but now it is impossible for me to be happy according to fuck face I shouldnt be because he got royaly fucked in the asshole and got a taste of his own medicine when he was trying to get back with me...i think that is what I am mad about but I cannot differenciate right now...my mental"ness" is fucking me up right now...I dont know how to fucking feel about shit anymore...matt I love you and despartely need you to have your own fucking fone so we can talk all the time I need some serious help and shit....just shit...my head hurts bye fuckerz
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