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Hey guys, wow...its been a while! The past few weeks nothing has either been important or I've been entirely too lazy to update. Yall know how things get when they move at the speed of crazy! hehe...so lets see...the past few weeks in a nutshell:
My relationships:
**Lake: Broke up on the 7th and I'm better off without him cuz he was just in it for the sex anyway (which he wasnt getting)and he was lying to me at every turn. He was gettin himself in trouble and was eventually gonna get me in trouble and since the split, I haven't heard from him. From here, i began recovery process and ended recovery process tonight.
**"Me time": I needed some time to be single to get over lake and to figure out what I wanted out of relationships.
**Drew: We've known each other for as long as I can remember cuz our dads grew up together so our families have always been close friends. we started dating on Jan. 16 (Meet the Fockers), then monday, we were out of school so we hung out at his house for Drew's sweet 16 and he got a truck (chevy silverado 2500 ((very nice)). Then, last night, we saw Electra (REALLY bad!)and then hung out at my house while our dads talked, and tonight we babysat at my house. I found out hes very good with kids and hes very good at handling it when Beth has a nervous breakdown. I also discovered his tickle spot and fell asleep in his arms, which for me is a major sign of trust. We decided to wait on exclusiveness due to the pending recovery process from Lake. However, he asked me about it again last night and I had to tell him that I still wasnt ready but he told me that he would wait and to tell me when i was. So, tonight the recovery process ended and we're now official!
Seriously, Drew is the sweetest ever...I dont know why he doesnt date more girls. I think someone like him will be good in my life right now though...I mean, He's honest, he cares about me as a person, he isnt TOTALLY in it for sex (he views it as an added bonus), and hes just an overall great guy. He makes me want to be a better person, instead of trying to get me to do bad stuff. Isnt that how relationships are supposed to be though?
well, lifes been grand....i have a great bf now! i'm so happy...drews the best...why didnt i discover him sooner? The funny thing is hes awesome, but he doesnt date many ppl. Hes so old fashoned that its cute. He opens doors and offers me his coat when i'm cold...hes everything lake never was. I'm so lucky!
Life rocks...and props to madison for your "8 letter phrase" haha...that rocked my life.
And Since Dirty Dancing has been played a total of 15 times since last sunday (its my favorite movie of all times!)...here's yalls quote from Baby for this entry:
"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who I am, and most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling my whole life the way I feel when I'm with [Drew]"
My relationships:
**Lake: Broke up on the 7th and I'm better off without him cuz he was just in it for the sex anyway (which he wasnt getting)and he was lying to me at every turn. He was gettin himself in trouble and was eventually gonna get me in trouble and since the split, I haven't heard from him. From here, i began recovery process and ended recovery process tonight.
**"Me time": I needed some time to be single to get over lake and to figure out what I wanted out of relationships.
**Drew: We've known each other for as long as I can remember cuz our dads grew up together so our families have always been close friends. we started dating on Jan. 16 (Meet the Fockers), then monday, we were out of school so we hung out at his house for Drew's sweet 16 and he got a truck (chevy silverado 2500 ((very nice)). Then, last night, we saw Electra (REALLY bad!)and then hung out at my house while our dads talked, and tonight we babysat at my house. I found out hes very good with kids and hes very good at handling it when Beth has a nervous breakdown. I also discovered his tickle spot and fell asleep in his arms, which for me is a major sign of trust. We decided to wait on exclusiveness due to the pending recovery process from Lake. However, he asked me about it again last night and I had to tell him that I still wasnt ready but he told me that he would wait and to tell me when i was. So, tonight the recovery process ended and we're now official!
Seriously, Drew is the sweetest ever...I dont know why he doesnt date more girls. I think someone like him will be good in my life right now though...I mean, He's honest, he cares about me as a person, he isnt TOTALLY in it for sex (he views it as an added bonus), and hes just an overall great guy. He makes me want to be a better person, instead of trying to get me to do bad stuff. Isnt that how relationships are supposed to be though?
well, lifes been grand....i have a great bf now! i'm so happy...drews the best...why didnt i discover him sooner? The funny thing is hes awesome, but he doesnt date many ppl. Hes so old fashoned that its cute. He opens doors and offers me his coat when i'm cold...hes everything lake never was. I'm so lucky!
Life rocks...and props to madison for your "8 letter phrase" haha...that rocked my life.
And Since Dirty Dancing has been played a total of 15 times since last sunday (its my favorite movie of all times!)...here's yalls quote from Baby for this entry:
"I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I saw, of what I did, of who I am, and most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling my whole life the way I feel when I'm with [Drew]"