Kevin....
The Evil Conster: You need to leave lynn alone =\. You need to just let her go
Bizkit047: I want her to know how I feel...why doesn't she understand : (
The Evil Conster: Because she has already let you go.
Bizkit047: Do you know why she did....?
The Evil Conster: That just doesnt matter anymore
The Evil Conster: She just doesnt want you anymore.
Bizkit047: I just don't believe she doesn't love me anymore...not when I found out WHY she left me
The Evil Conster: Kevin nothing lasts forever.
The Evil Conster: You need to understand this
Bizkit047: True love should... :\
The Evil Conster: Well it wasn't true love now was it
The Evil Conster: Don't even call it that kevin
The Evil Conster: You met over the internet
Bizkit047: You don't understand...she cared about me so much, the only reason I fell for her is because she loved me back...
Bizkit047: I don't care if it's over the internet, it's possible
Bizkit047: She's the one who has had only online relationships..
The Evil Conster: Thats not true kevin
The Evil Conster: You don't know her like me
Bizkit047: What do you mean then?
The Evil Conster: Shes had live relationships
The Evil Conster: shes just had some bad experience
Bizkit047: Who has she actually met in real life?
The Evil Conster: but you need to let go the fact she doesnt love you anymore
The Evil Conster: Well im said not to embarass her so i cant reveal those names
Bizkit047: I don't believe she just doesn't love me anymore...it's impossible... : (
The Evil Conster: Well I know it hurts
The Evil Conster: But its selfish and desperate to pressure someone into loving you again
Bizkit047: I know...It's because I'm hurt
The Evil Conster: ..So your gonna make yourself look stupid?
Bizkit047: She did the same thing to me whenever she was hurt...
The Evil Conster: Elaborate.
Bizkit047: She'd become selfish, only think of herself, not of me...and I'd still talk with her to make her feel better
Bizkit047: Like all the times she wanted to kill herself...I'd tell her not to, that I love her too much...she was depressed and it made her selfish, but after she realized she was wrong to be like that...
The Evil Conster: Well kev you know something. We all take out our anger on someone sometimes. but that doesnt give you the right to be like someone else
The Evil Conster: thats no excuse
Bizkit047: I just don't believe what Lynn says...let me show youy what she told me last night about what made her think about leaving me
Bizkit047: taen21 (2:14:59 AM): the night in the chat when you seemed alot more interested in whats her face... i thought to myself... hes just going to end up liking her and not tell me lol
taen21 (2:15:06 AM): then i decided i dont need a boyfriend
Bizkit047: That's...the reason she left me
Bizkit047: Just because a random girl in a chat says "hi" to me...she thinks I'll like her more and doesn't want a bf...
The Evil Conster: You know im done with the excuses. All I am trying to get you to accomplish is for youto just let her go
The Evil Conster: taen21: lol tell him to check his mail
taen21: i replied to his email
taen21: his LONG boring email lol
Bizkit047: I saw it already..
Bizkit047: I want her to unblock me : (
The Evil Conster: Why? So you can irritate her more?
The Evil Conster: Leave her alone kevin!
Bizkit047: You don't seem to understand me...so it's pointless to talk to you
The Evil Conster: Well you dont understand ME either kevin.
The Evil Conster: She DOES NOT want you ANYMORE under any circumstance
Bizkit047: I know what you're trying to say, you want me to just pretend I don'ot love Lynn and move on
The Evil Conster: Not that im telling you to not love her. Just to move on
Bizkit047: As if that's esay
Bizkit047: As it is, I'll never love another girl...that's how much I thought Lynn was my true love, that I won't be able to fall for another girl again..
The Evil Conster: It is easy kevin! I did it today!
Bizkit047: You're not as old as me
The Evil Conster: Ronnie made me cry today! Yes that moment! I've moved on
The Evil Conster: yeah by 4 years
Bizkit047: He was already a bad bf
The Evil Conster: who gives a shit?
The Evil Conster: Pfft and who are you the one to say that? It was a bad moment! like the ones you and lynn had. but you resolved things. You see he didnt get over me like you never got over lynn. he saw me hug dan and he got pissed and called me a cold hearted bitch
The Evil Conster: hes not playing fair!
The Evil Conster: dont end up like him. "If you love lynn so much"
Bizkit047: Well I love her so much that I won't love any other girl as it is
The Evil Conster: Well Ronnie said the same thing! And when she moves on to another guy, your probobly find out and want her to unblock her even more badly than now and hunt down the guy.
The Evil Conster: See i made sure ronnie didnt do that
Bizkit047: I want her to unblock me now so I can apologize to her.. :\
The Evil Conster: Well its not gonna work kevin
Bizkit047: So you're saying she never ever wants to unblock me now?
The Evil Conster: you fuck up, you fuck up. Whatever made her upset will fuck with her mind and wont leave. not only the fact that she wants nothing to do with you no matter what
The Evil Conster: Yeah she never wants to unbblock you!
The Evil Conster: didnt you already pick that up
Bizkit047: I don't believe that : (
Bizkit047: I don't believe that she won't forgive me..
The Evil Conster: Wow...Your something else...
Bizkit047: She wouldn't be that heartless..
The Evil Conster: Well why not? she doesnt love you anymore
The Evil Conster: Im sorry
The Evil Conster: okay im really sorry your hurt
Bizkit047: But I love her...and I still want to be there for her...
The Evil Conster: but she doesnt want you there for her...
Bizkit047: Why not...?
The Evil Conster: Fuck why am I talking to you anyway. Your nothing but desperate. You want her so bad because you know you cant have her.
The Evil Conster: I dont want you to let go of life.
The Evil Conster: Cuz You know i care for you
Bizkit047: I loved her...why can't anyone understand that? I did sooooooo much for her, and everyone expects me to just pretend I never met her...
The Evil Conster: *Shakes head* I dont know kev lol
Bizkit047: I hate myself...I really do
The Evil Conster: I hate me too.
The Evil Conster: Shit happends and life goes on
Bizkit047: I had Lynn and was happy, happier than I could ever be..and I somehow ruined that
Bizkit047: And now she won't even unblock me as a friend..
Bizkit047: She doesn't even want to be there for me...when I was there for her all those times I had no one
Bizkit047: She*
The Evil Conster: I wasnt really around you when you two interacted. But she was hurt somehow. And you pushed her to the edge. And she gave up the chance of being your friend
The Evil Conster: taen21: i wont unblock him as a friend cause i know hes just going to irritate the shit out of me
Bizkit047: She left me for a stupid reason...It shouldn'lt have happened, if only she wasn't in the chat I wouldn't have even been paying attnetion
Bizkit047: No... : (
The Evil Conster: taen21: we had too many fights
The Evil Conster: taen21: that was already a sign it wouldnt work out
Bizkit047: We always worked them out... :\
Bizkit047: And she'd always love me more after them...somehow
The Evil Conster: taen21: but as desperate as he is, he wont fucking give up
The Evil Conster: taen21: well i dont want to work it out anymore
The Evil Conster: taen21: if a couple fights more than 3 times, its a sign it wont work out
The Evil Conster: taen21: WHY CANT HE GET THAT THROUGH HIS FUCKING HEAD
Bizkit047: She always got upset at me...over small things...she does it to everyone...but we always worked it out becuase she knew I really meant what I said
Bizkit047: I just want to be her friend...I don't want her to block me forever.. : (
The Evil Conster: She does not want too be your friend though
Bizkit047: SHE DID...
The Evil Conster: Well you pushed it huh? Now am I right?
Bizkit047: I know...I was hurt...why doesn't anyone understand I was hurt...I was crying so much, how am I not supposed to act different... : (
The Evil Conster: Kevin, I cried when Ronnie made me feel like a faggot. But after that cry I did the things i loved more than crying rivers over that....
Bizkit047: You're still young...I didn't think much of high school relationships
Bizkit047: I'm 19 now, and I spent the last 8 months with a girl who was supposed to be my true love, and I'm not supposed to be hurt over it?
The Evil Conster: Well I dont think much of online relationships. Arn't you a little old for that?
Bizkit047: This is the first online relationship I've had ever
Bizkit047: I wasn't even planning on it
The Evil Conster: Than thats stupid than.
Bizkit047: It's not like I went to Lynn "Hey, wanna date?" She fell for me and I fell for her...and it just happened
The Evil Conster: If you had another online relationship the same fucking thing would happend
Bizkit047: I don't want any other girl..I've said that
Bizkit047: And I told Lynn I was planning on meeting her, so it wouldn't just be online
The Evil Conster: Di i say that would happend? I said IF
Bizkit047: It still won't
The Evil Conster: the only reason why your upset is because people have more control over online relationships. meaning they can avoid you easier. live relationships are alot easier to handle because you can work things out in person and walk away from it. its cuz you know the live person better
Bizkit047: I just wanted Lynn to at least give me a chance to meet her so I can see if we really would have worked out (Don't IM her that plz, she'll get mad)
The Evil Conster: I dont know what to tell you anymore
Bizkit047: Only Cassie seems to understand how I feel about this, because she knew how close I was to Lynn...
Bizkit047: It's not like it was a "testing to see if she's good for me" relatinoship...
The Evil Conster: Hey I never said that
Bizkit047: Well I don't understand how she can just...give it up so fast...like it was nothing at all
The Evil Conster: Those things happend. all through out life
Bizkit047: They happened too many times to me
Bizkit047: I told myself when I started to get to know Lynn that "I'm not going to go out with her....it's only online, she'll just end up leaving me"...but I fell for her, because she assured me she did love me and wouldn't do that
The Evil Conster: Me too. Do you know how many times i was cheated on last year?
Bizkit047: You're in high school...that's all those relationships are good for
Bizkit047: It's about getting as many girls as possible, to the idiot guys..
The Evil Conster: Whatever like online relationships are worth it?
The Evil Conster: I think you need to go back to highschool
Bizkit047: Ours was...it was worth me going out of my way for her, it was worth me actually considering flying all the way out to CA for like a week just to be with her
The Evil Conster: Well you know something its better than her FUCKING you over at the airport
Bizkit047: I don't think she would do that.....A week ago, she told me "You need to come down here soon"....so I told her I'm considering it, if we plan out a couple things
Bizkit047: It would have been tough on me to get the guts to go...
Bizkit047: But I would have done it for her
The Evil Conster: *taps the desk*
The Evil Conster: Did you even listen to what i just said?
Bizkit047: I don't care if it's just online, she's still a girl
Bizkit047: She still loved me, and I still loved her
The Evil Conster: ...Did you listen to what i just said
Bizkit047: I guess not
Bizkit047: Tell me again
The Evil Conster: The Evil Conster: Well you know something its better than her FUCKING you over at the airport
The Evil Conster: she could of played you
The Evil Conster: you are as lucky as hell
The Evil Conster: you know
The Evil Conster: Ronnie never told me he loved me
The Evil Conster: lynn said she once loved you
The Evil Conster: Your damn FUCKING lucky
Bizkit047: I wouldn't have went out with LYnn if she didn't love me in the first place
The Evil Conster: ....Once again let me state this. Live relationships are worth it more.
The Evil Conster: You know you could of been dating a robot the whole time lol
Bizkit047: Those never even came close to working out for me
Bizkit047: I've talked to Lynn on the phone before -_-
Bizkit047: She's a better girl in real life..I can tell just from the phone convo
The Evil Conster: I know. Durr i was just making a point
Bizkit047: I don't normally do online relationships you know
Bizkit047: I actually normally make fun of them
Bizkit047: I honestly didn't expect to ever fall for a girl online
The Evil Conster: but amazingly i was cheated on a total of 4 times last year. 3 different guys
Bizkit047: You're in HIGH SCHOOL...it's common
Bizkit047: That's why I didn't really get into any relationships in high school
The Evil Conster: Because I wasnt the girl with the nice ass, huge boobs, tight cloths
Bizkit047: I got into maybe 2-3, and they all were easy to let go
Bizkit047: Well those guys...don't deserve anyone
The Evil Conster: OH MY GOD this is pissing me off. Im sorry but i just have to let you go.
The Evil Conster: This is irratating
The Evil Conster: me
The Evil Conster: Goodnight Kevin.
Bizkit047: Sorry..goodnight
Bizkit047: I want her to know how I feel...why doesn't she understand : (
The Evil Conster: Because she has already let you go.
Bizkit047: Do you know why she did....?
The Evil Conster: That just doesnt matter anymore
The Evil Conster: She just doesnt want you anymore.
Bizkit047: I just don't believe she doesn't love me anymore...not when I found out WHY she left me
The Evil Conster: Kevin nothing lasts forever.
The Evil Conster: You need to understand this
Bizkit047: True love should... :\
The Evil Conster: Well it wasn't true love now was it
The Evil Conster: Don't even call it that kevin
The Evil Conster: You met over the internet
Bizkit047: You don't understand...she cared about me so much, the only reason I fell for her is because she loved me back...
Bizkit047: I don't care if it's over the internet, it's possible
Bizkit047: She's the one who has had only online relationships..
The Evil Conster: Thats not true kevin
The Evil Conster: You don't know her like me
Bizkit047: What do you mean then?
The Evil Conster: Shes had live relationships
The Evil Conster: shes just had some bad experience
Bizkit047: Who has she actually met in real life?
The Evil Conster: but you need to let go the fact she doesnt love you anymore
The Evil Conster: Well im said not to embarass her so i cant reveal those names
Bizkit047: I don't believe she just doesn't love me anymore...it's impossible... : (
The Evil Conster: Well I know it hurts
The Evil Conster: But its selfish and desperate to pressure someone into loving you again
Bizkit047: I know...It's because I'm hurt
The Evil Conster: ..So your gonna make yourself look stupid?
Bizkit047: She did the same thing to me whenever she was hurt...
The Evil Conster: Elaborate.
Bizkit047: She'd become selfish, only think of herself, not of me...and I'd still talk with her to make her feel better
Bizkit047: Like all the times she wanted to kill herself...I'd tell her not to, that I love her too much...she was depressed and it made her selfish, but after she realized she was wrong to be like that...
The Evil Conster: Well kev you know something. We all take out our anger on someone sometimes. but that doesnt give you the right to be like someone else
The Evil Conster: thats no excuse
Bizkit047: I just don't believe what Lynn says...let me show youy what she told me last night about what made her think about leaving me
Bizkit047: taen21 (2:14:59 AM): the night in the chat when you seemed alot more interested in whats her face... i thought to myself... hes just going to end up liking her and not tell me lol
taen21 (2:15:06 AM): then i decided i dont need a boyfriend
Bizkit047: That's...the reason she left me
Bizkit047: Just because a random girl in a chat says "hi" to me...she thinks I'll like her more and doesn't want a bf...
The Evil Conster: You know im done with the excuses. All I am trying to get you to accomplish is for youto just let her go
The Evil Conster: taen21: lol tell him to check his mail
taen21: i replied to his email
taen21: his LONG boring email lol
Bizkit047: I saw it already..
Bizkit047: I want her to unblock me : (
The Evil Conster: Why? So you can irritate her more?
The Evil Conster: Leave her alone kevin!
Bizkit047: You don't seem to understand me...so it's pointless to talk to you
The Evil Conster: Well you dont understand ME either kevin.
The Evil Conster: She DOES NOT want you ANYMORE under any circumstance
Bizkit047: I know what you're trying to say, you want me to just pretend I don'ot love Lynn and move on
The Evil Conster: Not that im telling you to not love her. Just to move on
Bizkit047: As if that's esay
Bizkit047: As it is, I'll never love another girl...that's how much I thought Lynn was my true love, that I won't be able to fall for another girl again..
The Evil Conster: It is easy kevin! I did it today!
Bizkit047: You're not as old as me
The Evil Conster: Ronnie made me cry today! Yes that moment! I've moved on
The Evil Conster: yeah by 4 years
Bizkit047: He was already a bad bf
The Evil Conster: who gives a shit?
The Evil Conster: Pfft and who are you the one to say that? It was a bad moment! like the ones you and lynn had. but you resolved things. You see he didnt get over me like you never got over lynn. he saw me hug dan and he got pissed and called me a cold hearted bitch
The Evil Conster: hes not playing fair!
The Evil Conster: dont end up like him. "If you love lynn so much"
Bizkit047: Well I love her so much that I won't love any other girl as it is
The Evil Conster: Well Ronnie said the same thing! And when she moves on to another guy, your probobly find out and want her to unblock her even more badly than now and hunt down the guy.
The Evil Conster: See i made sure ronnie didnt do that
Bizkit047: I want her to unblock me now so I can apologize to her.. :\
The Evil Conster: Well its not gonna work kevin
Bizkit047: So you're saying she never ever wants to unblock me now?
The Evil Conster: you fuck up, you fuck up. Whatever made her upset will fuck with her mind and wont leave. not only the fact that she wants nothing to do with you no matter what
The Evil Conster: Yeah she never wants to unbblock you!
The Evil Conster: didnt you already pick that up
Bizkit047: I don't believe that : (
Bizkit047: I don't believe that she won't forgive me..
The Evil Conster: Wow...Your something else...
Bizkit047: She wouldn't be that heartless..
The Evil Conster: Well why not? she doesnt love you anymore
The Evil Conster: Im sorry
The Evil Conster: okay im really sorry your hurt
Bizkit047: But I love her...and I still want to be there for her...
The Evil Conster: but she doesnt want you there for her...
Bizkit047: Why not...?
The Evil Conster: Fuck why am I talking to you anyway. Your nothing but desperate. You want her so bad because you know you cant have her.
The Evil Conster: I dont want you to let go of life.
The Evil Conster: Cuz You know i care for you
Bizkit047: I loved her...why can't anyone understand that? I did sooooooo much for her, and everyone expects me to just pretend I never met her...
The Evil Conster: *Shakes head* I dont know kev lol
Bizkit047: I hate myself...I really do
The Evil Conster: I hate me too.
The Evil Conster: Shit happends and life goes on
Bizkit047: I had Lynn and was happy, happier than I could ever be..and I somehow ruined that
Bizkit047: And now she won't even unblock me as a friend..
Bizkit047: She doesn't even want to be there for me...when I was there for her all those times I had no one
Bizkit047: She*
The Evil Conster: I wasnt really around you when you two interacted. But she was hurt somehow. And you pushed her to the edge. And she gave up the chance of being your friend
The Evil Conster: taen21: i wont unblock him as a friend cause i know hes just going to irritate the shit out of me
Bizkit047: She left me for a stupid reason...It shouldn'lt have happened, if only she wasn't in the chat I wouldn't have even been paying attnetion
Bizkit047: No... : (
The Evil Conster: taen21: we had too many fights
The Evil Conster: taen21: that was already a sign it wouldnt work out
Bizkit047: We always worked them out... :\
Bizkit047: And she'd always love me more after them...somehow
The Evil Conster: taen21: but as desperate as he is, he wont fucking give up
The Evil Conster: taen21: well i dont want to work it out anymore
The Evil Conster: taen21: if a couple fights more than 3 times, its a sign it wont work out
The Evil Conster: taen21: WHY CANT HE GET THAT THROUGH HIS FUCKING HEAD
Bizkit047: She always got upset at me...over small things...she does it to everyone...but we always worked it out becuase she knew I really meant what I said
Bizkit047: I just want to be her friend...I don't want her to block me forever.. : (
The Evil Conster: She does not want too be your friend though
Bizkit047: SHE DID...
The Evil Conster: Well you pushed it huh? Now am I right?
Bizkit047: I know...I was hurt...why doesn't anyone understand I was hurt...I was crying so much, how am I not supposed to act different... : (
The Evil Conster: Kevin, I cried when Ronnie made me feel like a faggot. But after that cry I did the things i loved more than crying rivers over that....
Bizkit047: You're still young...I didn't think much of high school relationships
Bizkit047: I'm 19 now, and I spent the last 8 months with a girl who was supposed to be my true love, and I'm not supposed to be hurt over it?
The Evil Conster: Well I dont think much of online relationships. Arn't you a little old for that?
Bizkit047: This is the first online relationship I've had ever
Bizkit047: I wasn't even planning on it
The Evil Conster: Than thats stupid than.
Bizkit047: It's not like I went to Lynn "Hey, wanna date?" She fell for me and I fell for her...and it just happened
The Evil Conster: If you had another online relationship the same fucking thing would happend
Bizkit047: I don't want any other girl..I've said that
Bizkit047: And I told Lynn I was planning on meeting her, so it wouldn't just be online
The Evil Conster: Di i say that would happend? I said IF
Bizkit047: It still won't
The Evil Conster: the only reason why your upset is because people have more control over online relationships. meaning they can avoid you easier. live relationships are alot easier to handle because you can work things out in person and walk away from it. its cuz you know the live person better
Bizkit047: I just wanted Lynn to at least give me a chance to meet her so I can see if we really would have worked out (Don't IM her that plz, she'll get mad)
The Evil Conster: I dont know what to tell you anymore
Bizkit047: Only Cassie seems to understand how I feel about this, because she knew how close I was to Lynn...
Bizkit047: It's not like it was a "testing to see if she's good for me" relatinoship...
The Evil Conster: Hey I never said that
Bizkit047: Well I don't understand how she can just...give it up so fast...like it was nothing at all
The Evil Conster: Those things happend. all through out life
Bizkit047: They happened too many times to me
Bizkit047: I told myself when I started to get to know Lynn that "I'm not going to go out with her....it's only online, she'll just end up leaving me"...but I fell for her, because she assured me she did love me and wouldn't do that
The Evil Conster: Me too. Do you know how many times i was cheated on last year?
Bizkit047: You're in high school...that's all those relationships are good for
Bizkit047: It's about getting as many girls as possible, to the idiot guys..
The Evil Conster: Whatever like online relationships are worth it?
The Evil Conster: I think you need to go back to highschool
Bizkit047: Ours was...it was worth me going out of my way for her, it was worth me actually considering flying all the way out to CA for like a week just to be with her
The Evil Conster: Well you know something its better than her FUCKING you over at the airport
Bizkit047: I don't think she would do that.....A week ago, she told me "You need to come down here soon"....so I told her I'm considering it, if we plan out a couple things
Bizkit047: It would have been tough on me to get the guts to go...
Bizkit047: But I would have done it for her
The Evil Conster: *taps the desk*
The Evil Conster: Did you even listen to what i just said?
Bizkit047: I don't care if it's just online, she's still a girl
Bizkit047: She still loved me, and I still loved her
The Evil Conster: ...Did you listen to what i just said
Bizkit047: I guess not
Bizkit047: Tell me again
The Evil Conster: The Evil Conster: Well you know something its better than her FUCKING you over at the airport
The Evil Conster: she could of played you
The Evil Conster: you are as lucky as hell
The Evil Conster: you know
The Evil Conster: Ronnie never told me he loved me
The Evil Conster: lynn said she once loved you
The Evil Conster: Your damn FUCKING lucky
Bizkit047: I wouldn't have went out with LYnn if she didn't love me in the first place
The Evil Conster: ....Once again let me state this. Live relationships are worth it more.
The Evil Conster: You know you could of been dating a robot the whole time lol
Bizkit047: Those never even came close to working out for me
Bizkit047: I've talked to Lynn on the phone before -_-
Bizkit047: She's a better girl in real life..I can tell just from the phone convo
The Evil Conster: I know. Durr i was just making a point
Bizkit047: I don't normally do online relationships you know
Bizkit047: I actually normally make fun of them
Bizkit047: I honestly didn't expect to ever fall for a girl online
The Evil Conster: but amazingly i was cheated on a total of 4 times last year. 3 different guys
Bizkit047: You're in HIGH SCHOOL...it's common
Bizkit047: That's why I didn't really get into any relationships in high school
The Evil Conster: Because I wasnt the girl with the nice ass, huge boobs, tight cloths
Bizkit047: I got into maybe 2-3, and they all were easy to let go
Bizkit047: Well those guys...don't deserve anyone
The Evil Conster: OH MY GOD this is pissing me off. Im sorry but i just have to let you go.
The Evil Conster: This is irratating
The Evil Conster: me
The Evil Conster: Goodnight Kevin.
Bizkit047: Sorry..goodnight