Jun 03, 2005 18:15
Don't say I'm lying when I'm true, I'm true, I'm true
Everything has been INSANE in the past two days. I don't think things could get worse.
Yesterday started out with me being in a mood. I didn't feel well and I was just mad and jealous. I get home from school and on my way to work I start crying because something was incredibly wrong with my stomach. It hurt SO BAD. My dad wanted me to call into work but I couldn't. I was determined to go. So I get in and there was no way I could last til 7. My manager let me leave at 3:15.I call my dad and we headed for the doctors. We met my mom, she found out things that I wish she didn't. She was mad, I balled my eyes out and almost fainted from the pain. We then had to go to the hospital. I was there til around 9:45. I was forced to drink this horrible orangey liquid for Xrays. My dad took me back home for an hour and I threw up on someones yard in east bridgewater. *Sorry!!*. So we went back to the hospital and I got a few xrays and a cat scan to check out my hip area. Before the cat scan I had to get a seringe and crap in me and all I could think about was TYLER! I also got this iodine stuff into me and it made my body get very warm because I guess thats what its supposed todo. It was nuts. In conclusion, it turns out I had a ovarian syst. I don't feel it anymore. Thankgod.
THE RAZOR
Today I didn't go to school. I slept til 12, watched tv, went to dunks with my sister, then showered. Joey called, Janine called, I talked to a lot of people then spent the rest of the afternoon with my darling dearestdearest Meaghan! I'm still trying to convince my parents to let me out of the house tonight. I know this is wicked personal so I don't know why I'm letting people read this but I have to go back to counseling and my mom is making me come off zoloft. She thinks its ruining me. ugh. yeah. so in the end you can say I've been pretty stressed out.
If I've been a cunt to anyone, I apologize
Don't say we're healing when it's just not what we do