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"the first time that i met her i was throwing up in the ladies room stall. she asked me if i needed anything; i said "i think i spilled my drink." And thats how it started or so i'd like to believe.
she took me to her mothers house outside of town where the stars hang down. she said she'd never seen someone so lost, i said i'd never felt so found - and then i kissed me on the cheek...and so she kissed me on the mouth.
spring was poppin daisies up 'round rusted trucks and busted lawn chairs. we moved into a studio in council bluffs to save a couple bucks. where the mice came out at night, neighbors were screamin all the time. we'd make love in the afternoon to chelsea girls and bachelor no. 2. i'd play for her some songs i wrote, she'd joke and say im shootin through the roof. i'd say "theyre all for you, dear. ill write the album of the year."
and i know she loved me then. i swear to God she did. its the way she'd bite my lower lip and press her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin..."
school starts tomorrow. i cant go...
i soooo wanna go to school tomorrow for some odd reason. haha. i think its cuz ill miss the people...always. it wouldnt be the same if i went back though. no shannon or alyssa or kassie or anatomy. sad times. austin and i are supposed to hang out tomorrow when he gets outta class. yay...we need to hang out. seems like its been ages. hopefully, ill get to hang out with alyssa too. we were supposed to last wednesday but she had to go to michigan. we have a taco bell date for sometime this week...i guess i should call and find out when that will be. i also have a date with jay on the phone tomorrow night...haha.
its finally starting to feel like old times. it would be better if other people were here though...to partake in my cool activities and hang out with me. haha. she never met any of my friends. she only met clint, matt, and claire...and of course some of the people i work with. she did talk to austin on the phone so i guess that kinda counts. she never met jay but only cuz i didnt see much of her this year. i wish she coulda met shannon and alyssa...my bff's for life <3
i gotta stop stayin up until 2 or 3 in the morning like this....im gonna die in boot camp if i keep this up. hahaha...i always find it easier to write letters when its this late though. i get my best and craziest ideas for my notebook when its late too. yay for that.
look at this....im just rambling and rambling about nothin in particular. i know im weird so you dont have to keep thinking it. i think its because im sleepy. im gonna go pop in my princess pretty cd (yay for josh!) so i can listen to arcade fire, the good life, and sufjan stevens. mmm...i think im gonna sleep to them.
she took me to her mothers house outside of town where the stars hang down. she said she'd never seen someone so lost, i said i'd never felt so found - and then i kissed me on the cheek...and so she kissed me on the mouth.
spring was poppin daisies up 'round rusted trucks and busted lawn chairs. we moved into a studio in council bluffs to save a couple bucks. where the mice came out at night, neighbors were screamin all the time. we'd make love in the afternoon to chelsea girls and bachelor no. 2. i'd play for her some songs i wrote, she'd joke and say im shootin through the roof. i'd say "theyre all for you, dear. ill write the album of the year."
and i know she loved me then. i swear to God she did. its the way she'd bite my lower lip and press her hips against my hips and dig her nails so deep into my skin..."
school starts tomorrow. i cant go...
i soooo wanna go to school tomorrow for some odd reason. haha. i think its cuz ill miss the people...always. it wouldnt be the same if i went back though. no shannon or alyssa or kassie or anatomy. sad times. austin and i are supposed to hang out tomorrow when he gets outta class. yay...we need to hang out. seems like its been ages. hopefully, ill get to hang out with alyssa too. we were supposed to last wednesday but she had to go to michigan. we have a taco bell date for sometime this week...i guess i should call and find out when that will be. i also have a date with jay on the phone tomorrow night...haha.
its finally starting to feel like old times. it would be better if other people were here though...to partake in my cool activities and hang out with me. haha. she never met any of my friends. she only met clint, matt, and claire...and of course some of the people i work with. she did talk to austin on the phone so i guess that kinda counts. she never met jay but only cuz i didnt see much of her this year. i wish she coulda met shannon and alyssa...my bff's for life <3
i gotta stop stayin up until 2 or 3 in the morning like this....im gonna die in boot camp if i keep this up. hahaha...i always find it easier to write letters when its this late though. i get my best and craziest ideas for my notebook when its late too. yay for that.
look at this....im just rambling and rambling about nothin in particular. i know im weird so you dont have to keep thinking it. i think its because im sleepy. im gonna go pop in my princess pretty cd (yay for josh!) so i can listen to arcade fire, the good life, and sufjan stevens. mmm...i think im gonna sleep to them.