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once again, im sitting here before work...bored outta my mind. i hate having to get up early but my little sister was getting baptized today. that meant getting up at 7. i didnt cry when she was baptized. i kinda felt heartless...i mean, i cried for like 3 seconds but nothin more than that. my mom was balling like a baby.
i just went through my whole livejournal. i ready just about every entry since i started this thing. damn a lot has happened. the first couple entries are typical...some are crazy, random entries one could expect from me. as i got to the ones where i met naomi, i started to realize how crazy i was about her...and in a way, i still am. i think i always will be. as i read through the entries that had her in them, i actually remembered the events in my head. like the first time i met her and the day i went up to work to see her. anyways (i dont want this do be another 'i miss naomi and im depressed cuz i cant see her' entry), as i was reading all theses other entries, i came to the conclusion that i am truly retarded. i get excited over the weirdest things...and if i put another quiz on this livejournal, i give full permission to anyone to shoot me down...lol. a lot has happened over the last year. crazy that i can come one here and reflect on it all...its kinda nice...some of this stuff i never wanna forget. i also realized that ive changed...for the better.
yadda yadda yah....ok...im done 'reflecting'
boot camp is in a month...dont get me started. im really sad about it. i wanna see so many people before i leave. im mad at myself for not keeping promises to hang out with people...ive wasted time that i wont be able to make up for 4 fuckin years. everybody is moving and going off to college. its weird knowing i wont have to return to school in 3 weeks. the only person ive been in close contact with is megan, aside from the people i see at work everyday and shannon. i like talkin to her all the time...it never gets boring. when i talk to her, i dont seem to think about anything else. i like how she doesnt judge me and how i dont feel like i have to hold anything back from her. no secrets. i can be the crazy, random, goofy cathy and not feel stupid or like i have to impress her :) i dunno...shes just really easy to talk to and i like her. even though she falls asleep on the phone...lol...im glad that she gives up her sleepy time to waste it talkin to me. thank you megan <3!!!
hmm...i still got 30 minutes before i have to get ready for work. im gonna play sims :)
i just went through my whole livejournal. i ready just about every entry since i started this thing. damn a lot has happened. the first couple entries are typical...some are crazy, random entries one could expect from me. as i got to the ones where i met naomi, i started to realize how crazy i was about her...and in a way, i still am. i think i always will be. as i read through the entries that had her in them, i actually remembered the events in my head. like the first time i met her and the day i went up to work to see her. anyways (i dont want this do be another 'i miss naomi and im depressed cuz i cant see her' entry), as i was reading all theses other entries, i came to the conclusion that i am truly retarded. i get excited over the weirdest things...and if i put another quiz on this livejournal, i give full permission to anyone to shoot me down...lol. a lot has happened over the last year. crazy that i can come one here and reflect on it all...its kinda nice...some of this stuff i never wanna forget. i also realized that ive changed...for the better.
yadda yadda yah....ok...im done 'reflecting'
boot camp is in a month...dont get me started. im really sad about it. i wanna see so many people before i leave. im mad at myself for not keeping promises to hang out with people...ive wasted time that i wont be able to make up for 4 fuckin years. everybody is moving and going off to college. its weird knowing i wont have to return to school in 3 weeks. the only person ive been in close contact with is megan, aside from the people i see at work everyday and shannon. i like talkin to her all the time...it never gets boring. when i talk to her, i dont seem to think about anything else. i like how she doesnt judge me and how i dont feel like i have to hold anything back from her. no secrets. i can be the crazy, random, goofy cathy and not feel stupid or like i have to impress her :) i dunno...shes just really easy to talk to and i like her. even though she falls asleep on the phone...lol...im glad that she gives up her sleepy time to waste it talkin to me. thank you megan <3!!!
hmm...i still got 30 minutes before i have to get ready for work. im gonna play sims :)