Sleepyness..
ugh last night i couldnt get any sleep. i woke up around 4 and i started throwing up outtah no where. my brother took me to the bathroom and was talkin to me until i was done. sucha sweetheart.
I just put my zachy to bed and started thinking. sometimes i think he's interested in other girls but i dont know what to do about it. i mean i dont wanna be with someone who likes other people but i dont wanna leave him and if i asked him about me i know he would just deny it er something. i do know he cares about me and everything i just wanna be the only one that he does care about ya know? but he is his own person and i have no right to wanna control his life i just dont know whats gonna go on this week that im gone. i really hope he doesnt cheat on me and if he does i hope he would at least tell me about it instead of keep it to himself. well i know he wouldnt tell me and i have my doubts about him staying fathful while im gone or at least not talking to the people that i dont want him talking to or hanging out with. oh well....im just a stupid confused played bitch.
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I just put my zachy to bed and started thinking. sometimes i think he's interested in other girls but i dont know what to do about it. i mean i dont wanna be with someone who likes other people but i dont wanna leave him and if i asked him about me i know he would just deny it er something. i do know he cares about me and everything i just wanna be the only one that he does care about ya know? but he is his own person and i have no right to wanna control his life i just dont know whats gonna go on this week that im gone. i really hope he doesnt cheat on me and if he does i hope he would at least tell me about it instead of keep it to himself. well i know he wouldnt tell me and i have my doubts about him staying fathful while im gone or at least not talking to the people that i dont want him talking to or hanging out with. oh well....im just a stupid confused played bitch.
cOnfuSeD