Nightmares continue
Got a call last night from phil we are prbly going to chill today hopefully it will get my mind off of everything i havent seen him in more than a year wondering if he has changed much ... any way phil isnt the reason im here
i had thoughts of her with him last night before i went to sleep it was horrible it felt like more knives going through my heart so yet again i went to sleep holdiong the stitch close to my heart kissing its forehead b4 i laid to rest.
and the i was hit by it i had a dream i was in my safe spot the place that gave me relaxzation wen i went on vacation point judith rhode island i was there with some random guy and his son who had my piercings than myself and Katie was there with us along with himwe decided to go snorkling down the rhode all was well until at some point in this dream i herd her voice say" how can you spoon with out spelling it right" (ya i kno random thing to say but ya there they were spooning ) her with a look on her face that is undiscribale. What a thing to wake up to in the morn huh
any way i took my shower and the and i had decided to write him a message asking him to take care of her and that i think he is something more than i could ever be and the i wished him luck and ended up here writing about it i got school in an hr and im thinking bout skiping my after noon class just because im not in the best of moods now so ill prbly be home early today or go out to the store to waste some time i dk i havent decided what to do yet
"Nothing else Matters"
i had thoughts of her with him last night before i went to sleep it was horrible it felt like more knives going through my heart so yet again i went to sleep holdiong the stitch close to my heart kissing its forehead b4 i laid to rest.
and the i was hit by it i had a dream i was in my safe spot the place that gave me relaxzation wen i went on vacation point judith rhode island i was there with some random guy and his son who had my piercings than myself and Katie was there with us along with himwe decided to go snorkling down the rhode all was well until at some point in this dream i herd her voice say" how can you spoon with out spelling it right" (ya i kno random thing to say but ya there they were spooning ) her with a look on her face that is undiscribale. What a thing to wake up to in the morn huh
any way i took my shower and the and i had decided to write him a message asking him to take care of her and that i think he is something more than i could ever be and the i wished him luck and ended up here writing about it i got school in an hr and im thinking bout skiping my after noon class just because im not in the best of moods now so ill prbly be home early today or go out to the store to waste some time i dk i havent decided what to do yet
"Nothing else Matters"