Pandemic Disease
You know I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
Being called an asshole and prick, hired and fired
By every person that gave it time to get to know me
There's nothing you can show me, just let my flow be
Nothing that can make me give a fuck so blow me
Inner demons got me struggling but I keep it low key
How could you understand? Yet you say you understand
Stretching my patience until it snaps like a rubberband
You have no idea who the fuck I am or what's at core
Asking for more, when on these lines my soul I pour
I'm detached, my heart's an egg shell after it's hatched
Broken and discarded like soldiers deployed and dispatched
I'm a monster, so I keep my distance for comfort
If I spread my wings to fly and get too high I get sun burnt
When will I be saved? I can't help but always wonder
Can I ever grow the fuck up enough to learn to love her?
My insides are twisted and my intestines are knotted
There's no turning back my soul is forever rotted
I've learned a broken heart is like a pandemic disease
Ever since that bitch cracked mine and caused it to freeze
There is only one thing that can put mine at ease
That is to share this lament, so when I ask of you please
Stay the fuck away from me because I'm tired of this cycle
I don't want to do this anymore, just hand me my Nyquil
So I can sleep this headache off and hope that tomorrow
I can finally seal these cracks that are causing me sorrow
And hope that when I do I'll no longer be empty and hollow
I was meant for a better road and that I'll continue to follow
==SK1==
Being called an asshole and prick, hired and fired
By every person that gave it time to get to know me
There's nothing you can show me, just let my flow be
Nothing that can make me give a fuck so blow me
Inner demons got me struggling but I keep it low key
How could you understand? Yet you say you understand
Stretching my patience until it snaps like a rubberband
You have no idea who the fuck I am or what's at core
Asking for more, when on these lines my soul I pour
I'm detached, my heart's an egg shell after it's hatched
Broken and discarded like soldiers deployed and dispatched
I'm a monster, so I keep my distance for comfort
If I spread my wings to fly and get too high I get sun burnt
When will I be saved? I can't help but always wonder
Can I ever grow the fuck up enough to learn to love her?
My insides are twisted and my intestines are knotted
There's no turning back my soul is forever rotted
I've learned a broken heart is like a pandemic disease
Ever since that bitch cracked mine and caused it to freeze
There is only one thing that can put mine at ease
That is to share this lament, so when I ask of you please
Stay the fuck away from me because I'm tired of this cycle
I don't want to do this anymore, just hand me my Nyquil
So I can sleep this headache off and hope that tomorrow
I can finally seal these cracks that are causing me sorrow
And hope that when I do I'll no longer be empty and hollow
I was meant for a better road and that I'll continue to follow
==SK1==