Sex dreams and Finals
So yes-im the one who wants to have a sex dream i admitt it--but i mean i have never had one before and kt has and she said it was fun and i dont know i jsut wanna have one!! is that so wrong so im supposed to "think horney" according to a friend who is trying to help out-muchos gracias(u know who you are) anyway so finals are like 4 days away and im trying to convince myself that im ready for them and that i dont need to freak out about it even though uhh im not...and i do... but thats ok cause everything is A Okay!!lol right... so im offically screwed up and kt had to give me a total reality check today (thanks alot i needed it kt!) about how i havent really changed when it comes to guys since last year(which is true) and that basically i need to stop listening to me and start letting kt make all my decisions for me(which i plan on doing)
AHHH so many people have Live Journals how i havent updated in a long time because i have been so busy reading all these peoples live journals i dont get around to updating mine--i'll try to get better--anyway so my sister comes home thursday!! which is great even though it's finals week and im not ganna have much time to hang out but at least she'll be here which is awesome cause it really sucks when she's not home and i miss her soooo much--this year was crazy cause i have to get used to the whole high school thing with out my sister which was hard cause in jr high she helped me alot and i could always talk to her about stuff even if she thought it was stupid and immature (which is usually was) but in high school it's not like i had a lot of drama jsut around the dances and stuff but it was just hard not being able to come home from a dance where you date jsut ditched you at and not start sobbing to you sister about what an ass whole he was-it really sucked i went and cried all by my self--well thats not true i had mrs cat--boy what a help(sarcastically for all the slow people) anyway off this sad subject of loneliness
this has been a really long live journal my longest yet--go me!! but right now im going to try to have a sex dream so wish me luck!! sweet dreams
Sara
AHHH so many people have Live Journals how i havent updated in a long time because i have been so busy reading all these peoples live journals i dont get around to updating mine--i'll try to get better--anyway so my sister comes home thursday!! which is great even though it's finals week and im not ganna have much time to hang out but at least she'll be here which is awesome cause it really sucks when she's not home and i miss her soooo much--this year was crazy cause i have to get used to the whole high school thing with out my sister which was hard cause in jr high she helped me alot and i could always talk to her about stuff even if she thought it was stupid and immature (which is usually was) but in high school it's not like i had a lot of drama jsut around the dances and stuff but it was just hard not being able to come home from a dance where you date jsut ditched you at and not start sobbing to you sister about what an ass whole he was-it really sucked i went and cried all by my self--well thats not true i had mrs cat--boy what a help(sarcastically for all the slow people) anyway off this sad subject of loneliness
this has been a really long live journal my longest yet--go me!! but right now im going to try to have a sex dream so wish me luck!! sweet dreams
Sara