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You know what occured to me about this whole Rob thing?
I don't think I was really sick on Saturday morning. I had a pounding headache, I kept getting dizzy and nautious, and my stomach was doing summersaults and I felt like shit. But I don't think it was health problems...well, not physical health problems anyway...mental health, sure lol CUz seriously, I really dind't start to feel like shit until he whispered, "Wanna do this all over again tonight" or whatever. Then the pangs set in lol I got a little better once I left the bedt and went into the living room, but just my stomach. I was still dizzy and my head like it was being bashed in with a brick. But then he took me home...I felt a little better yet on the way...we weren't at his house anymore. But my head still killed. Then we got to my house, me said to give him a call later if I felt better...I got dizzy when I got out of the car lol BUt when I got out, closed the door and went inside, I was basically perfectly fine. Then I took my advil and was perfect within 10min...advil never works that fast for me. I think I was so damn terrified or him get clingy and saying I needed to come over more, that it made me sick. Everytime I think about it at length my stomach starts to hurt...and I am NOT even joking here! lol Case in point...yesterday morning I woke up to my phone rining Hilary Duff-Burned...i.e.-Rob. He fucking woke me up which pissed me off in the first place...granted it was around 11:30, but still...depending on who you are, wake me up and we fight! lol...plus I dind't got to bed until like 2 or 3 I think lol I didn't answer it. Then the entire day I had my phone glued to me hoping to GOD it wouldn't ring being Rob calling me again! lol And I thought about Friday, which again, made me nautious lol And I texted Colt earlier in teh day, which I forgot about, cuz he never responded...then he texted me back sometime later...I was coloring stuff for nametags for work, watching a movie, and my phone went off...and while it was my text ringer and not Rob's, I like, jumped and I seriously started to feel like shit again...big time...and I kinda made myself throw up a little cuz I got so worked up...I just physically got sick to my stomach and yeah...after I calmed down and finally checked the text from Colt I was fine lol So yeha...I'm a freaking nut case! lol Actually, I just have the emotional capacity of many straight men when it comes to relationship related stuff lol But I'm surprised I never started hyperventalating at any of these moments lol
BUt speaking of Colt, yeah, there's a show tonight :-D Can't wait...omg tony better go too! lol I might check in with him later on today to make sure he's going lol I actually thoguht about telling Rob I was going out, and then waiting to see if he shows up, then be like,"Um, what are you doing here?" and then continue to completely go off like a psycho, yelling at him for inading my space and my time with my friends lol Anything to make him go away and be really pissed at me lol I had this whole big scene worked out in my head. But, I think that would be a little bit overkill lol Plus I think Colt & Tony might get pissed at me for that, too, and I don't wanna bring any drama to the night lol
Anywya, I gotta get ready for work. OMG I can't wait for tonight. I Seriously need to go out! lol
T.T.F.N. :-*
I don't think I was really sick on Saturday morning. I had a pounding headache, I kept getting dizzy and nautious, and my stomach was doing summersaults and I felt like shit. But I don't think it was health problems...well, not physical health problems anyway...mental health, sure lol CUz seriously, I really dind't start to feel like shit until he whispered, "Wanna do this all over again tonight" or whatever. Then the pangs set in lol I got a little better once I left the bedt and went into the living room, but just my stomach. I was still dizzy and my head like it was being bashed in with a brick. But then he took me home...I felt a little better yet on the way...we weren't at his house anymore. But my head still killed. Then we got to my house, me said to give him a call later if I felt better...I got dizzy when I got out of the car lol BUt when I got out, closed the door and went inside, I was basically perfectly fine. Then I took my advil and was perfect within 10min...advil never works that fast for me. I think I was so damn terrified or him get clingy and saying I needed to come over more, that it made me sick. Everytime I think about it at length my stomach starts to hurt...and I am NOT even joking here! lol Case in point...yesterday morning I woke up to my phone rining Hilary Duff-Burned...i.e.-Rob. He fucking woke me up which pissed me off in the first place...granted it was around 11:30, but still...depending on who you are, wake me up and we fight! lol...plus I dind't got to bed until like 2 or 3 I think lol I didn't answer it. Then the entire day I had my phone glued to me hoping to GOD it wouldn't ring being Rob calling me again! lol And I thought about Friday, which again, made me nautious lol And I texted Colt earlier in teh day, which I forgot about, cuz he never responded...then he texted me back sometime later...I was coloring stuff for nametags for work, watching a movie, and my phone went off...and while it was my text ringer and not Rob's, I like, jumped and I seriously started to feel like shit again...big time...and I kinda made myself throw up a little cuz I got so worked up...I just physically got sick to my stomach and yeah...after I calmed down and finally checked the text from Colt I was fine lol So yeha...I'm a freaking nut case! lol Actually, I just have the emotional capacity of many straight men when it comes to relationship related stuff lol But I'm surprised I never started hyperventalating at any of these moments lol
BUt speaking of Colt, yeah, there's a show tonight :-D Can't wait...omg tony better go too! lol I might check in with him later on today to make sure he's going lol I actually thoguht about telling Rob I was going out, and then waiting to see if he shows up, then be like,"Um, what are you doing here?" and then continue to completely go off like a psycho, yelling at him for inading my space and my time with my friends lol Anything to make him go away and be really pissed at me lol I had this whole big scene worked out in my head. But, I think that would be a little bit overkill lol Plus I think Colt & Tony might get pissed at me for that, too, and I don't wanna bring any drama to the night lol
Anywya, I gotta get ready for work. OMG I can't wait for tonight. I Seriously need to go out! lol
T.T.F.N. :-*