Lovestruck Thoughts On All Hallow's Eve
On the 30th day of April 2006, I declared to the whole wide cyberworld that I am deeply in love.
Most of the time, I find it funny whenever I say that I am in love. When majority of people that I encounter say that, they say it to people -- living, sensient creatures who have the free will to reciprocate or reject those feelings. It would be very ( Read more... )
At some parts while reading this story-like entry I coudln't help but wonder "What does she want to tell? Is this an entry to say that she'll leave or that she'll stop writing?" But I'm glad that this doesn't seem to be the fact! I really am happy about it ^^ You grew so dear to me that I just don't want you to go anywhere. I often think about you when I write or read my ffs or when I tell others to improve their writing, for example, because you helped me so much and still help me wherever you can. I'm so thankful *snuggles*
I also want to see you more, although I know that it's not possible at the moment because you're working hard. It's the best if you continue like that because you will need all this in the future!
But at one point I think you're wrong. Actually I think you don't have to grow out of this. I don't think you'll behaving like a child in the adult angst since you already are an adult. it's important to keep your dreams and it's also important to daydream, to imagine how your life can be, how goos this and that would be... if you don't dream, you're not able to create the ideal you, neither would you be able to create goals, or reach them. Without dreams, a life would be meaningless. It doesn't matter of what you dream, as long as you keep dreaming to keep your calm, yourself and your fantasy. That's what dreaming is about, isn't it? ^^ To imagine a dreamland where everything is possible,where you or your dream person does the things they like... that they don't give up to reach everything they want and that they're running through despair. Because it will make yourself stronger, even if just your characters are suffering or if they experience love. That's what I think, at least ^^
So don't give up dreaming and not losing faith! That's important for a great and cheerful life!
I hope we'll soon be spazzing again *kisses and cuddles*
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I'm glad you liked this ^__^ To be honest, this is the only piece that I'm seriously satisfied with for a while now. I guess during those tough times at uni, I've forgotten that my basic function to writing a good piece is that I give it all that I've got ^^
AAAND I'm also happy to know that your memories of me are all good! Even though I have been out of reach for a long time, it makes me feel that I've lived for *something* once upon a time -- I became someone dear to you. I really wish to go back to those times with you, Haku-chii, and you're also so dear to me! ^__^
See you around soon, Haku-chii! Just to let you know, since it's vacation time, I learned to sleep like a normal person, hahah :DD♥ But I do hope I wake up really early one of these days, so I can catch you on MSN!
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Right, you got the point! I also do like to forget this again and again but I hope I'll also realize it again and again hahaha Since it's really something you have to put your heart into or otherwiseyou neither can reach people,nor touch them,right? ^^
Of course every memory is good and precious ♥ ^^ Since you're such a nice one, you always have a nice ear open for my crazy, stupid ideas and also like them om top hahaha and also because one can easily talk to you and have fun with you!! I really do like it ^-^ *cuddles*
Oh, really? hahaha Mana-chii, I'm proud! *cuddles* It seems like a dream to me hahaha my voice finally reached you (or is it just the vacation that as well reached you? XD) ohhh I would so love to talk to you on msn again ^-^ I'll wait for you ^-^ But don't push yourself x3~
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