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[sixpacschic]

I feel like my life has been put in a blender and someone has pressed puree. I am currently unable to go into deep detail about what's going on, but part of me is screaming inside and wants to get it all out. Right now is the time for damage control and compartmentalizing. I'm doing a pretty stellar job at both if I do say so myself. Just the fact that someone would abuse trust in this way is beyond me and I'm not nearly as mad about being dragged into this as I am about how it affects everyone else.

I don't know what's going to happen now.