May 23, 2006 18:06
I wrote this entire section in italics this time last year in my journal. It is so funny how everything is still 100% true one year later.
"My name is Jessica
Ive never done any big drugs
I keep food in my nightstand so i dont have to make trips to the kitchen all the time
I dont know if ive ever been in love or not
I cook some amazing mexican food
I can look at your shoes and name the designer... if they are designer
I can pretty much do that with anything you wear
I wear less makeup in the summer
My toenails are always red
I was grounded once for saying I was going to vote for Kerry
Im going to the beach this summer
I just dont know when or with who six weeks after I wrote this, I did go to the beach with Steven
No amount of money could pay me to vote for Kerry by the way...to clear that up
I cant get the guy I want I ended up getting him, it was Steven
The guy that I can get, I dont really want
But Im trying to make myself because right now its all ive got
Thats me in a nutshell.
I have no idea why Im writing all of this.
I guess sometimes I feel like talking about myself.
Is that shallow? Probably.
Im having a boring summer.I still am
I love you all.
And if i knew how to do those hearts right now.... I would so do them.
But since I dont, all youre going to get is this.
<3
I still dont know how to do those hearts
I have been online all day. I keep thinking about this boy but I dont think its going to work. He's not over his ex, she still kind of strings him along. Im not sure what she's doing really but whatever it is isnt really fair. Either you want to be with someone or you dont, and he shouldnt take maybe for an answer. But you never know what may happen. I hope everyone is having a goooooood summer.