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When everyone gives you breakup advice, saying things like "youll find someone better" and "you will move on" and "someone is going to appreciate you and be better than him" you never believe it. I always listened to advice but in the back of my head I always told myself "I want Steven, I dont want anyone else, he was perfect for me"...... until I kind of met someone that I have a feeling might be much more perfect.
We shall see. And Im writing again. It feels good. Real stuff, not livejournal stuff. Sentence fragments. I have been single for 30 days now, and Im just starting to notice beauty in the world again. This must be a good sign. I havent been paying attention to spring, and I almost missed it all. Luckily, I havent. This new boy has no idea how happy he makes me. It's nice to be at that very beginning stage again where you wonder if he likes you and you ask your friends. It's cute. I havent been here in a while.
And the best part is: Intellectually, he's on my level. I've never been able to be with a guy that can look outside the box, and be so creative and artistic and ask meaningful questions and just get things. He gets things. Ryan sure didnt. And neither did Steven. But he gets things. And if nothing comes of it, I hope that I have a great friend and we can get things together. Hope you all have wonderful days :)
We shall see. And Im writing again. It feels good. Real stuff, not livejournal stuff. Sentence fragments. I have been single for 30 days now, and Im just starting to notice beauty in the world again. This must be a good sign. I havent been paying attention to spring, and I almost missed it all. Luckily, I havent. This new boy has no idea how happy he makes me. It's nice to be at that very beginning stage again where you wonder if he likes you and you ask your friends. It's cute. I havent been here in a while.
And the best part is: Intellectually, he's on my level. I've never been able to be with a guy that can look outside the box, and be so creative and artistic and ask meaningful questions and just get things. He gets things. Ryan sure didnt. And neither did Steven. But he gets things. And if nothing comes of it, I hope that I have a great friend and we can get things together. Hope you all have wonderful days :)