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I don't understand why I am letting you get to me like this. I am the one that swore off guys until I could pull my grades back up. I pretty much failed out of school once, this time it was my choice to be here and I refuse to let anything affect that. No I don't think guys are why I was slacking, but less time and energy in once place is more time and energy for school, yet now I can't help but wonder. I don't want to care but it's hard. I'm comfortable with you and I don't have a clue why. Silence doesn't scare me with you and I'm not afraid you'll let me down like HE did. At the same time I don't know you that well, hooking up prolly wasn't the best way for us to start our friendship, and I can't read you the way I normally can read people. I want it all to just play out, but I'm impatient.
I just wish you had a clue what was going through my head, and I wish I knew what you really thought.
I just wish you had a clue what was going through my head, and I wish I knew what you really thought.