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well.i can honestly say that the past couple of months have been nothing short of amazing.with making new friends.leaving some old ones.talking with matt again.being on good terms with jordan.and just having this unbelieveable sense of happiness.im glad to say i appreciate everything in my life right now.of course, i cant say i dont take some things for granted.im trying to stop.and stop being such a vindictive bitch.because its not a very good quality.bush won once again.im kind of in fear for our country.it seems that we are slowly but surely becoming one huge narrow-minded society.which is not fun at all.i cant go ahead and say if kerry won it would be much different.in my personal opinion their pretty much the same.oh well.whats done is done.i learned seven new words today.exicting.tomorrow is friday.i have a math test which im hoping i pass.because if i dont then i will most definitly fail this semester and have to drop back to aps.and thats not cool.the oc is on tonight.ive never seen it before.but i was supposed to go to matts to watch it.i dont think it will happen concidering no one is home to take me.oh how i wish i had my permit.unfortunatly i was born almost a year later than everyone else.lame.speaking of no one being home.im frightened.its all dark except for this one room.and i keep hearing noises.however, shady and cock sparrer are keeping me plenty of company.so yesturday i went for tutoring with kathy.which turned out to be me drawing the whole time.not very helpful.but it was fun.and while i was waiting for mia to pick me up i fell in love with peachtree city.strange.and i never thought it would happen.espesially not sitting on my school bench all alone.but i did realize that this place is awesome.the people are so genuine.something you cant really find in other places.there is a certain kindness to people here.i guess you could call it southern hospitality.whatever it is its wonderful.although, i miss haverhill like crazy.with october coming and the weather staying the same.the leaves dont change.teh grass is green.and its ninty degrees out.i miss the seasons so much.i miss the leaves.the snow.the newly sprung flowers in spring.and the not so hot summers.i just miss the north in general.as soon as i can im leaving here and going.not without regret im sure.this place is amazing.its jsut not what i need right now.well, this is probably the longest entry ive ever written.