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hm.i havent written in this in a while.i dont really like to.but i will considering i have nothing better to do with my time.
in the past couple of weeks i broke up with jordan.talked to matt for the first time in forever.cried twice.and realized what i want to do with the rest of my life.
first.jordan.he was a compulsive liar.and i got tired of it.so i broke up with him.were still good friends.and i still like him.but i wont go out with him again.i cant.three times is enough.
second.matt.lord all mighty.it took me about five months to talk to him.i dont know why.something just kept me from talking to him, even looking at him.but kathy always talks about him.and i realized how much i miss him.he broke up with clare.which made me so happy.on the other hand im confused about everything bcuz im not sure if i can handle just being friends with him.although, im willing to give it a try.and im not sure if i had the chance to go out with him i would.but maybe seeing him today and hanging out with him like i used to will make me think other wise.i dont know.
well while i was at books a million waiting for alex b to get out of the rest room i got to thinking.and im really quite sick and tired of my parents trying to tell me what i need to do to be successful in life.i realize that it is important for me to have an education.and that i should at least try to get good grades.and i am trying.but my goals and dreams for life have nothing to do with math or gym.i just wish that i had those parents that just support their cihldren no matter what they choose to do.anyway.last weekend i went to the crosspoint show and didnt have a very good time.kathys mom picked us up and we went to soem club thing for some spanish radio station.i didnt really enjoy myself.anyway i didnt have to go to lifeteen which is awesome because i wont have to go tonight either.halloween and all.this weekend i went to the football game.it was lame cuz there was no one there really that i hang out with or talk to.but it was something to do.so me and alex b came back here and fell asleep.saturday i went to the avenue and me and alex watched little kids trick or treat.fun.then there was that party thing at britts.it was fun i thought.alex b kept complaining and being a bitch so we left.came back watched the candyman and o.this morning i watched slc punk and was very pleased.it is a fantastic movie.i have two more hours till i go to matts.untill then i will sit here doing nothing.how exciting
in the past couple of weeks i broke up with jordan.talked to matt for the first time in forever.cried twice.and realized what i want to do with the rest of my life.
first.jordan.he was a compulsive liar.and i got tired of it.so i broke up with him.were still good friends.and i still like him.but i wont go out with him again.i cant.three times is enough.
second.matt.lord all mighty.it took me about five months to talk to him.i dont know why.something just kept me from talking to him, even looking at him.but kathy always talks about him.and i realized how much i miss him.he broke up with clare.which made me so happy.on the other hand im confused about everything bcuz im not sure if i can handle just being friends with him.although, im willing to give it a try.and im not sure if i had the chance to go out with him i would.but maybe seeing him today and hanging out with him like i used to will make me think other wise.i dont know.
well while i was at books a million waiting for alex b to get out of the rest room i got to thinking.and im really quite sick and tired of my parents trying to tell me what i need to do to be successful in life.i realize that it is important for me to have an education.and that i should at least try to get good grades.and i am trying.but my goals and dreams for life have nothing to do with math or gym.i just wish that i had those parents that just support their cihldren no matter what they choose to do.anyway.last weekend i went to the crosspoint show and didnt have a very good time.kathys mom picked us up and we went to soem club thing for some spanish radio station.i didnt really enjoy myself.anyway i didnt have to go to lifeteen which is awesome because i wont have to go tonight either.halloween and all.this weekend i went to the football game.it was lame cuz there was no one there really that i hang out with or talk to.but it was something to do.so me and alex b came back here and fell asleep.saturday i went to the avenue and me and alex watched little kids trick or treat.fun.then there was that party thing at britts.it was fun i thought.alex b kept complaining and being a bitch so we left.came back watched the candyman and o.this morning i watched slc punk and was very pleased.it is a fantastic movie.i have two more hours till i go to matts.untill then i will sit here doing nothing.how exciting