Its Not My Fault..Its Not My Fault..Its Not My Fault
These are the words that I must instill in my limited repertoire of self-assurance phrases.. I just have to stop blaming myself for not being engaged. Because thats what I've been doing. Thinking it was me, something I was doing wrong, not being good enough, being inferior to everyone else who is engaged and who's boyfriends really love them. But this notion is ridiculous. I think I need to start doing affirmations or something..
Feeling really blue today.. its because I'm not busy enough and am sitting here thinking too much. Just waiting to go to a meeting with my boss at 3 but thats in an hour and I have nothing to do between now and then. So I'm just gonna chill.. keep browsing the internet and thinking about how its not my fault.
Feeling really blue today.. its because I'm not busy enough and am sitting here thinking too much. Just waiting to go to a meeting with my boss at 3 but thats in an hour and I have nothing to do between now and then. So I'm just gonna chill.. keep browsing the internet and thinking about how its not my fault.