lost again
And so I was going to write more. And then I didnt, big suprise. This has been a bit typical of me lately. Feels so like I have been in a holding pattern for the last month or so. I know that midyear I am changing course and I know there are ends to tie up before then. But I am feeling lost, waiting, holding pattern. And it is seeping into the rest of my life.
Self medicating with food again - bad girl. Not bothered to exercise, house work is something I do in dribs and drabs on the rare occasion I can be bothered. I want to quit work now. I want to start something new, or at least take a month off and smell the flowers, take in my scenary, have a bit of thinking time. I am going to leave 2 weeks early. I hope that it helps.
Things will pick up. I know that. I just want to .... I dont know. I want something, am not sure what.
More anon.
Self medicating with food again - bad girl. Not bothered to exercise, house work is something I do in dribs and drabs on the rare occasion I can be bothered. I want to quit work now. I want to start something new, or at least take a month off and smell the flowers, take in my scenary, have a bit of thinking time. I am going to leave 2 weeks early. I hope that it helps.
Things will pick up. I know that. I just want to .... I dont know. I want something, am not sure what.
More anon.