Sad Kahlua

[sisterbalance]

     "This will hurt"- Closer     I’ve spent the night at Cherry’s moms place smoking and drinking the most delicious kahlua-laden coffee. Teresa’s homemade kahlua poured from a jar into some HOT coffee was a welcome sight. It burned my mouth but I didn’t want to stop drinking it. It’s the second best cup of coffee I’ve ever had. (The best cup was

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Sad Kaluha

[am_i_teresa]

Sorry it's taken me so long to get around to reading your lj post but I'm glad I did! Your being here meant more than you will ever know. I haven't forgotten one thing from that night or the days prior.That very sunrise, I started planning my life and plotting my survival, as much for me as for "an in your face" kinda thing. Lol! I know who I am. I also know he doesn't deserve me. Everytime he's walked out the door since he showed up here Thursday night, I ask myself "What if he doesn't come back?" And guess what, not a tear. Of course, I don't know how I will ever replace the sex! Lol! Cover your ears Cherry! The best I ever had and that's something coming from a 45 year old woman! The truth is, I knew he couldn't stay away. As confused and scared as he's been since we met, we both recognize hoe rare this is. No, that doesn't mean he gets carte blanche with my heart and feelings. He's got to do things right now or I'm gone. I have never loved like this before and the odds are against it ever happening again but with every good-bye we learn. I know that loving someone doesn't make everything alright. I know that better than anyone.
Thank you, Chels. I count you among my friends. The 3 of us had a precious and tear stained night that marks and binds us for life.
I love you.