We doin this?
My first trip to see another man isn’t it? How grown up…. It just doesn’t feel safe. I won’t have a boy in a button-down shirt standing at the end of the security checkpoint with pink flowers this time, will I. I have to be a big girl, rent my own car, navigate a city I haven’t been to since I was a little girl, riding in the back seat with my baby brother. I’m nervous about the new boy and nervous about the new city; nervous about forgetting to pack something or some crucial overlooked detail. 14 hrs in cars and airports tomorrow, 2 hrs with my boyfriend, 11 hrs in a cold hotel room by myself. How am I supposed to pass that time? With a book? A movie on my laptop…? How am I going to take my mind of things?
I went and got waxed today. Rather, I had my vagina man-handled today. Very fast but very very unpleasant. The new aesthetician meant business…. The things I do for love.
Cherry is mad about me getting drinks with Ross, Keegan, and his friends. I guess I understand and I hate to admit that jeff was right but it is what it is. I value my friendship with cherry more than I value my friendship with keegan and I hope she knows that. She’s one of my besties. He just said he’d had a rough week and I wanted to catch up. In her position, I’d probably be annoyed too. :-\ We’ll see I guess.