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Wow. So I didn't know that October 15th (yesterday) was National Pregnancy Loss Awareness Day.
So, in the memory of my two, know that you're not alone out there if you've lost a pregnancy. However you lost them, even if it was a heavy and hard choice you had to make, you have my love and support.
I'm a day late for it, but I'll be lighting a candle for all of you tonight, I know how many of you there are out there.
On that note... I took my last active birth control pill last night. I'm stepping back out into that realm, and I'm scared as hell about it. But I'm as ready as I can be physically, and for the first time in my life I think I could be a good mother, so we're going to start trying.
Whew. That was a lot to say.
There will be more later that's less baby-based
So, in the memory of my two, know that you're not alone out there if you've lost a pregnancy. However you lost them, even if it was a heavy and hard choice you had to make, you have my love and support.
I'm a day late for it, but I'll be lighting a candle for all of you tonight, I know how many of you there are out there.
On that note... I took my last active birth control pill last night. I'm stepping back out into that realm, and I'm scared as hell about it. But I'm as ready as I can be physically, and for the first time in my life I think I could be a good mother, so we're going to start trying.
Whew. That was a lot to say.
There will be more later that's less baby-based