The Vidder Poor Me Meme

Dec 03, 2009 14:50

So, here is the deal: I am not participating in the Vidder Love Meme because I am so deep in the wells of "I Suck" thoughtitude, that I am both afraid that there will be no love for me AND (simultaneously) that any love for me will be just for me as a person by my friends or out of pity ( Read more... )

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fan_eunice December 3 2009, 20:07:58 UTC
I have made *one* vid in a year and a half *and* that vid was shallow as a puddle *and* I had the idea for it and most of it mapped out after the vividcon before last so it hardly counts. I have no idea how to approach complex concepts, no clue how to utilize effects, and every time I try to start something new I only manage to get a handful of clips on the timeline before collapsing into a pit of despair. In short, I SUCK A LOT and I will never be as good as all the vidders I admire so I retreat into a bitter jealous ball of hatred.

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sisabet December 3 2009, 20:15:47 UTC
RIGHT! WE COMPLETELY SUCK!!! Except, for the past most of this year, you've been a bit consumed with something else, but you are totally right! That little thing wasn't that big of a deal or important at all and you should have been vidding. Ianto ain't gonna go to work by himself...sniff.

Also, I will never ever never enter the Vidderdome of Suck with you for I know my limits and woman, you WILL BEAT ME DOWN.

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fan_eunice December 3 2009, 20:21:15 UTC
Considering you are one of the vidders I admire so much that I regularly devolve into bitter hatred and jealousy towards on account of how much you don't suck I SHOULD HOPE I WOULD BEAT YOU DOWN. You're just lucky I haven't poisoned your food at Vividcon yet.

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sisabet December 3 2009, 20:40:19 UTC

Dude, I KNOW you won't poison my food, cause you dislike change and then who would be your roommate?

And sometimes I am bitter and hatefilled and jealous about you! OH YES I AM SHE WHO STARTS PREMIERE VID SHOWS AND SECOND HALVES!!!

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heresluck December 4 2009, 04:15:13 UTC
NO SHIT. Have *I* ever made a Doctor Who vid that made everyone go "awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"? NO I HAVE NOT.

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counteragent December 4 2009, 03:41:34 UTC
<3

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sockkpuppett December 4 2009, 05:10:28 UTC
I just made a cancer joke that I have since deleted since I don't want to dilute our distilled suckitude with insensitivity and gallows humor. :)

slapslapslapslapslapslap

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heresluck December 4 2009, 17:40:48 UTC
OMG that's right -- you got CANCER so you would have an excuse for not vidding. THAT IS SOME VID-AVOIDANCE OVERACHIEVING, RIGHT THERE.

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sisabet December 4 2009, 17:52:23 UTC
She really went above and Beyonce, didn't she?

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