Oct 30, 2006 21:58
It seems to me like I'm not even in control of my life anymore. It's as if someone has taken over my body while I watch from above, watch them completely fuck my life up. Perhaps I'm just being dumb. Afterall, it's one bad day, right? But it's not. This has been happening all year, and i'm fucking scared.
I had a breakdown today. My first. Ever.
What the fuck is happening?