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so i was goin to write a real depressing poem about how i feel in relations to my long lost love and other shitty shit in my life but i was interupted by news of someone i knew hung himself... i was a leader on his confirmation retreat and he went to lourdes for two years he seemed like a real nice kid out of all the assholes at lourdes and well now... well he's dead... so that just ruined the whole poem thing for me... now i'm having rapid thoughts that are uncontroalable about committing suicide... the peace you could find on the other side is so tempting.... so i would like to welcome you all to the begining of my fall... not only the season but the yearly action...