knee surgery
so...i told sabumnim about me knee. and he said nice things and all that. i did situps and pushups and stretched while he and the guys grappled.
anyway, at one point he said - "damn evan does this mean you'll have to get a personality? you going to be a lover instead of a fighter?" of course my friend owen quickly responded with "good think your are really good at both!" so 1) thanks owen! and 2) I think that's an odd kind of sabumnim compliment and motivational thing. i thinks he saying i'll need personality to get girls where before all i needed was my fighting prowess. or something. idk. no need to read into it too much. it was funny. i miss cornell.
so i've had my knee surgery. i'll post pictures later if folks are interested. it's pretty ugly. I took my first shower since today (surgery was wednesday) and lemme tell you - it's worse than i thought. the bruising, the swelling, the already apparent loss of muscle definition. this shit is scary. i'd be a bit depressed, but it's just not worth it. but i definitely have a lot more respect for charles. i really do. which is terrible, right!! ah well.
this is going to suck more than i thought. its not that i can't work out. it's that showering is terrible. you know?
my fuck buddy wants to stop sleeping with me :-( its for the best - i was getting too willing to settle. still - who stops sleeping with a guy right when he has major surgery? seriously. meet a guy at more convenient times for me. who knew surgery makes me so horny?
vicodin makes me a bit crazy - or maybe (more likely) it's all the laying around. fortunately vicodin makes you tired so i can take it. i wonder if i want jenna or if i'm just remembering? i'm almost sure i shouldn't post that. if i do really write my book, i'm ony going to tell one lie though. and she's not it.
what can you do. life is interesting - getting better. heal, deal, and find a way to make it better each day.
anyway, at one point he said - "damn evan does this mean you'll have to get a personality? you going to be a lover instead of a fighter?" of course my friend owen quickly responded with "good think your are really good at both!" so 1) thanks owen! and 2) I think that's an odd kind of sabumnim compliment and motivational thing. i thinks he saying i'll need personality to get girls where before all i needed was my fighting prowess. or something. idk. no need to read into it too much. it was funny. i miss cornell.
so i've had my knee surgery. i'll post pictures later if folks are interested. it's pretty ugly. I took my first shower since today (surgery was wednesday) and lemme tell you - it's worse than i thought. the bruising, the swelling, the already apparent loss of muscle definition. this shit is scary. i'd be a bit depressed, but it's just not worth it. but i definitely have a lot more respect for charles. i really do. which is terrible, right!! ah well.
this is going to suck more than i thought. its not that i can't work out. it's that showering is terrible. you know?
my fuck buddy wants to stop sleeping with me :-( its for the best - i was getting too willing to settle. still - who stops sleeping with a guy right when he has major surgery? seriously. meet a guy at more convenient times for me. who knew surgery makes me so horny?
vicodin makes me a bit crazy - or maybe (more likely) it's all the laying around. fortunately vicodin makes you tired so i can take it. i wonder if i want jenna or if i'm just remembering? i'm almost sure i shouldn't post that. if i do really write my book, i'm ony going to tell one lie though. and she's not it.
what can you do. life is interesting - getting better. heal, deal, and find a way to make it better each day.