Jun 05, 2006 12:35
I suppose that, at times, I allow it to run rampant, and that when I concoct plans to spite others it just turns out that I instead spite myself.
I suppose that I impose upon myself a very lethal form of shortsightedness. And often I justify this self-imposed myopia as the very antithesis of what it really is. Indeed, when I act as though I am the most foresighted visionary, in reality I reveal myself to be rather myopic.
Combine this with my aforementioned insistence, dediciation, on seeing my schtick through, even when everybody else neither discerns it nor finds it amusing and entertaining.
I suppose sometimes I must simply go with the flow.
And so often I don't. I'm sorry.